Good morning everyone, not that it feels good here
Up most of the night concerned that my wife has blocked my calls. Not a good sign.
BG 4.9 That's ok
My heart is trying to leave my chest I think. BP meds don't seem to be having much effect yet.
Church this morning. We had a practice yesterday evening. I am one of the singers this week. One of the worship songs was so beautiful that I couldn't help but cry. I hate public displays of emotion but I just couldn't help it. I am dreading this morning as there will be prayer ministry and I knowwy what will happen....
Later a walk with my friend.
I think I am feeling deeply despondant and rather lost right now. Days and nights seem endless and empty. I'm hanging in there ... just
It is ironic to think that it is a warm light inviting summer out there but here in my house (heart?) it is a dark, cold, withdrawn winter.
Maybe I should write a book just to occupy my mind. Hmmmm
Chapter 1: It was a dark and stormy night .... (thanks Snoopy)
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