9.9 when I woke up at 3am feeling rough. I hit it with 2.5 units and went back to sleep and had stressful dreams. 7.9 when I woke up to get up at 7.30am. Hit it with another 4.5 units of Fiasp and 20 units of Levemir. I have had another 2 units since then for 20g carbs and had to run up and down stairs another 20 times to keep in single figures.
Need to admit that I am struggling desperately with anxiety at the moment and despite doing all the right things like exercise and eating well.... no sugar and plenty of fresh veg and no alcohol and decaf coffee and meditating, I am not succeeding in managing it. My BP is up, I have constant tinnitus and my body is soo tense all the time and my stomach is really upset. Exercising helps but I can't do it all the time and when I stop, the symptoms return. I have had to start taking my steroid inhaler because I am shallow breathing too often due to the tension in my rib cage when I am not exercising. Time for an email to the doc I think. Really don't want medication but I need something to break the cycle. The only other thing I can think of is to roll out my old sunbed and see if some light therapy will help..... if it still even works. It has been a lot of years since it was fired up. The reason I am thinking this might help is that my anxiety has started since the summer ended and these miserable days are definitely making it worse. I am taking a Vit D supplement but I have a diabetes review blood test this afternoon, so I expect they will be checking my levels as I was deficient last Feb. BP is going to be through the roof at the appointment, because the appointment itself is stressing me. Not my diabetes or the nurse or anything, but just having to be somewhere at a set time when I am feeling so overwhelmed with anxiety.
Anyway, sorry to offload on you guys, I am just trying to process the facts and make logical assumptions from writing down all the issues and as C is approaching which makes me 10x worse, I need to get help now.
@Robin and
@eggyg. I am joining the cold sore team. I use Zovirax and it is good if I catch it early and am dedicated about treating it. This time I wasn't quick or dedicated enough and have had a bloody scabby sore lip for a couple of weeks, but think today may be the first day of it being reasonably healed. All signs I am stressed and run down of course. Thankfully I haven't got cold or anything though. Hope you are better soon Elaine and so pleased for you all that the pregnancy news is much more positive.