TinaD
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 2
Good morning. 6.9. A poor figure for me and attributable to self-pity and comfort eating.
Bought and ate some Jordan's crunchy nut cereal for dinner and drank almost a litre of cold milk as couldn't face cooking... Had a serious attack of "what's the point in trying?" Spent most of the night reading and the rest kicking myself. I think I am going to have to take myself in hand, contemplate a change of life style, and stop being an idiot.
One of the things I must consider is moving home - finding anywhere to walk here which does not require climbing a slope is impossible. I need somewhere flat. Don't fancy the Somerset levels given climate change...Family are near Wallingford which would be a bit expensive. Love Suffolk but too far to family...Hmm - time to get out the maps and also weigh up whether leaving friends and neighbours (and decent Dr) would outweigh benefits. Also rather reluctant to get rid of Peachy who, at 18, has given me a lot of pleasure (the foal is for sale anyway) but won't be easy to find a home for now her showing days are over. Oh dear, Wolf needs an isolated property as he barks if a mouse farts let alone if somebody passes the house. As Fagin said "I think I need to think it out again".
Meanwhile its me back to the zero carbs, the exercise bike and the parallel bars...Oh and cursing the rain.
Have a good day all.
Bought and ate some Jordan's crunchy nut cereal for dinner and drank almost a litre of cold milk as couldn't face cooking... Had a serious attack of "what's the point in trying?" Spent most of the night reading and the rest kicking myself. I think I am going to have to take myself in hand, contemplate a change of life style, and stop being an idiot.
One of the things I must consider is moving home - finding anywhere to walk here which does not require climbing a slope is impossible. I need somewhere flat. Don't fancy the Somerset levels given climate change...Family are near Wallingford which would be a bit expensive. Love Suffolk but too far to family...Hmm - time to get out the maps and also weigh up whether leaving friends and neighbours (and decent Dr) would outweigh benefits. Also rather reluctant to get rid of Peachy who, at 18, has given me a lot of pleasure (the foal is for sale anyway) but won't be easy to find a home for now her showing days are over. Oh dear, Wolf needs an isolated property as he barks if a mouse farts let alone if somebody passes the house. As Fagin said "I think I need to think it out again".
Meanwhile its me back to the zero carbs, the exercise bike and the parallel bars...Oh and cursing the rain.
Have a good day all.