Hope you get a better night's sleep tonight. I tend to stress about things I can't always fix and my brain starts whirring the minute I try to sleep.Morning all. 7.4 after a very bumpy night according to the Libre.
Feeling a bit anxious at the moment and that keeps my BGs running high. Like @PattiEvans I’ve been awake since 4.30 with the ol’ internal monologue running constantly, mostly about nothing earth shattering. Had an emergency Zoom meeting last night with the people who look after our pension pot, they’re in the US where 80% of it is invested!😱 We’ve taken quite a hard hit and they were looking at ways to help. It’s all very complicated and I had a headache when that finished. It is what it is and like in the pandemic we have to roll with it. Still a worry when that is our only income. Roll on next year when we get our state pensions. Then I was fretting about youngest daughter, they’re definitely not moving on Monday, no firm completion date but could be two weeks! If that’s the case it’s the week before we go to the Isle of Harris for two weeks so we won’t be much help to them once they’re in. Then I was worrying about next weekend when we’re all at Center Parcs, the weather forecast isn’t good and of course it’s an outdoorsy holiday, not that I can do anything about that. But all these things are magnified 100% in the wee small hours aren’t they? Got up at 7am with a thick head which has now manifested into a migraine. I’ve taken some painkillers, which I don’t like to do on an empty stomach, but it’s stopped the aura at least so I can see my iPad now! My problem is I want to fix everything that’s wrong…. with the family, the world, in fact everything, and when I can’t, I stress! And breathe! Weather expected to be good again, until this evening then we’re forecast rain, thank goodness, the garden is so dry, so after a cooking morning, which helps me de-stress, making hummous today, chickpeas been soaked overnight, lamb kofta curry for tonight’s tea and sage and onion stuffing for tomorrow’s roast pork, I’m going to sit in the garden and read my book.
Thanks for “ listening” I feel better getting all that off my chest.
I’m amazed how many of you have Greek yoghurt for breakfast, I don’t think that would fill me, I’m always absolutely starving when I get up. I usually have one slice of homemade bread with either smooth peanut butter, one egg or bacon and egg, and one cup of black, sugarless tea. When I have bacon and egg, which is my Friday treat, I only have Carrs Water Biscuits for lunch, 6 yesterday, with cheese, 15 grms of carbs, and that was me until 6pm. Porridge is my nemesis, along with mashed potatoes, so never eat it, or any cereal in fact. I can’t eat nuts or seeds because of my gastric problem, or much fruit because of the same reason. I’m having PB on toast today when my BGs go into the fives. Could be a while! Still 6.9 after an hour! I take 7 units of bolus for one slice of toast! We’re all so different.
Have a super duper sunny Saturday.
congratulations on your HS and wedding anniversary its mine too 36 years for us hope you have a lovely meal xMorning
5.2 this morning, which is amazing as runout of 2 meds on Thursday, anyway will pick new prescription up today. Today is my 39th wedding anniversary so out for lunch, taking my mum, then over to the crem as today was also my mum and dad’s anniversary. Before all that got the big shop to do.
Congratulations to @Elenka_HM on yesterday’s HS.
That woman could be my wife as we have two miniature daschunds ( though you would never know by looking at them) and 2 of our dogs are male.There the similarity ends as our bitch is the eldest and definitely a matriarch who would soon put the boys in their place.I always have a tub of Aldi’s lookalike. Half the price and just as thick. I give it to the kids with fruit in for their pudding, I also use it for making hummus, raita etc but because I can’t eat nuts, seeds, much fruit it wouldn’t appeal on its own I’m afraid. Before my gastric problems I used to eat it with granola sprinkled on top or even a broken digestive biscuit for texture. I should maybe give it another go, but I’ll probably be raiding the biscuit tin at 10am!
Re puppy being in season, on our woodland walk on Thursday we were speaking to a lady with three dogs, one was a 9 month old miniature Dachshund, she was wearing a nappy with doggy pants on top with braces. I asked why. She was in season and although her two other dogs were complete males they hadn’t made any attempt to “get” her. Brilliant idea I thought especially as she was teeny tiny and the consequences of a bigger dog impregnating her could be catastrophic.
Happy Anniversary to you. Miller & Carter was always my go to restaurant, but our nearest one sank a few years ago. Enjoy your meal.6.2 this morning higher than normal, odd as I had less to eat yesterday and no supper, its our wedding Anniversary today 36 years so were having a meal out tonight at Miller and Carters never been before we have often said we would go but always found an excuse as its so expensive but this time hubby has said were going, so I need to get my glad rags on
How horrible! I can almost appreciate the squirrel and fox now. Hopefully you can get rid of it/them quickly.Well I almost envy @freesia her squirrel. After lunch today we were standing in front of the french windows discussing how the vine on the right hand fence was so much further into leaf than the others when a very large rat waddled up the patio and stood there bold as brass. Ugh where there's one rat there's a whole nest full. Hubby immediately got in the car and went off to the local Farmer's supply store for rat poison. We know from experience that the stuff he got is very effective. We now daren't leave an outside door open when we leave the vicinity