Morning all. 7.4 after a very bumpy night according to the Libre.
Feeling a bit anxious at the moment and that keeps my BGs running high. Like
@PattiEvans I’ve been awake since 4.30 with the ol’ internal monologue running constantly, mostly about nothing earth shattering. Had an emergency Zoom meeting last night with the people who look after our pension pot, they’re in the US where 80% of it is invested!
😱 We’ve taken quite a hard hit and they were looking at ways to help. It’s all very complicated and I had a headache when that finished. It is what it is and like in the pandemic we have to roll with it. Still a worry when that is our only income. Roll on next year when we get our state pensions. Then I was fretting about youngest daughter, they’re definitely not moving on Monday, no firm completion date but could be two weeks! If that’s the case it’s the week before we go to the Isle of Harris for two weeks so we won’t be much help to them once they’re in. Then I was worrying about next weekend when we’re all at Center Parcs, the weather forecast isn’t good and of course it’s an outdoorsy holiday, not that I can do anything about that. But all these things are magnified 100% in the wee small hours aren’t they? Got up at 7am with a thick head which has now manifested into a migraine. I’ve taken some painkillers, which I don’t like to do on an empty stomach, but it’s stopped the aura at least so I can see my iPad now! My problem is I want to fix everything that’s wrong…. with the family, the world, in fact everything, and when I can’t, I stress! And breathe! Weather expected to be good again, until this evening then we’re forecast rain, thank goodness, the garden is so dry, so after a cooking morning, which helps me de-stress, making hummous today, chickpeas been soaked overnight, lamb kofta curry for tonight’s tea and sage and onion stuffing for tomorrow’s roast pork, I’m going to sit in the garden and read my book.
Thanks for “ listening” I feel better getting all that off my chest.
I’m amazed how many of you have Greek yoghurt for breakfast, I don’t think that would fill me, I’m always absolutely starving when I get up. I usually have one slice of homemade bread with either smooth peanut butter, one egg or bacon and egg, and one cup of black, sugarless tea. When I have bacon and egg, which is my Friday treat, I only have Carrs Water Biscuits for lunch, 6 yesterday, with cheese, 15 grms of carbs, and that was me until 6pm. Porridge is my nemesis, along with mashed potatoes, so never eat it, or any cereal in fact. I can’t eat nuts or seeds because of my gastric problem, or much fruit because of the same reason. I’m having PB on toast today when my BGs go into the fives. Could be a while! Still 6.9 after an hour! I take 7 units of bolus for one slice of toast! We’re all so different.
Have a super duper sunny Saturday.