Cheers all --
Imagine correcting over 6 or 7! Wow! E would be in heaven with that, though; he really craves good numbers. Partly why the pump suits him I guess too, all the buttons...We have, off our own bat, started to correct anything above 10. Watch this space!
Mand, interesting thought about levels of frustration...I think that, although yes it is frustrating, it *always* feels within reach. So I'm much less *panicky* about everything, somehow. Last night was a pain in the butt, and E actually felt quite poorly and was very cross we made him do a ketones test etc when all he wanted to do was sleep -- but we *knew* that within an hour we would be able to decide whether it was a set change situation, or whether he was coming down and things were going to be okay with this one. This is a very different scenario than with MDI, where the time-frames are much longer, and the rate of absorption etc is so variable and unpredictable, that it just so often felt haywire. In these ways, the pump is utterly reliable. We are now coming to *believe* that we can get him down, whatever happens.
He had his first hypo yesterday evening in 5 days! This really is a record for him. A mild 3.8 one, box of juice and he was off...
If we were pinging all over the place like we used to -- hypo/hyper/hypo/hyper -- then any disturbance in the settled rates would be equally as stressful...but because we're not doing that any more, the blips are annoying (and mean no sleep!), but more like a puzzle than like the end of the world. We are coming to trust that with some work and engrained habits on his part, he can achieve and maintain good control.
On the way back from clinic yesterday, his father reports E's extreme relief at getting something like good control, and one he feels he can maintain. I think 7% is a very good rate for an adolescent, and he knows this. The aim is below 7.5% I believe...Anyway, he has obviously been quite haunted and upset inside, deep down wondering if he will *ever* get good control. And he is so clearly relieved, like if it's okay this time, it will be okay again -- maybe not always, but it is *possible*.
Again, the impact on his psychology and quality of life is really quite significant. We got out his old log books from November, and looked at how we were trying to dose him then: the same doses for each meal, chopping and changing, one up, one down...And he got quite sad. He said that he had *believed* our team, that he had taken it all in, tried his best, really struggled -- for nothing really, for methods that didn't work for him.
The first three months or so after diagnosis were a real pig's ear for us. We were working with the best information we could get, but we weren't getting the best information available. E has a buried disappointment that time was wasted then, time when he could have gained good control -- and he's resentful of it.
ANYWAY. Look to the future. Things are better now. We did literally days and days of research and this first step has proven to be the right one for him.
Phew!