Thank you so much, that has made my day to think you gave me a thought. Very kind I am doing a bit better mentally as I have pushed through doing as much as I can every day and it has helped. BS not really doing as well as I would like but I know its not just diet, exercise and medication it is how the diabetes is panning out.
I am trying to kick the stigma on the head as if I think of others I say they are not to blame for their diabetes so time I hit myself with the same stick.
I have been asked to go on a research for type 2 and hopefully meeting others with this and maybe having a focus. quite a challenge just to get to the initial assessment. I never go anywhere alone really, well not far and meeting people in person is always hard. Again I fear not being accepted and sometimes get preoccupied with them seeing how large and run down I am, I get so ashamed it is easier to hide online.
Anyway I have to be positive.
My garden is starting to look as if it is more cared for. I love seeing plain soil when you remove the plants at the end of the season preparing for next.
My neighbour has started to clear the weeds in the in between boundary and that has giving me new hope for the plants there.
Anyways thanks again. I am chuffed.