That's great. I am pleased you're in a better place than last week. Naturally we all go through ups and downs, mentally (but also BS wise too!) and it's much harder when the down moments stick around too long. So good to hear your garden is looking cared for - I can't help but see the similarities in you caring for yourself and feeling better, just like the garden.
I hear you about going places and meeting people in-person. It's a nerve wracking experience but good for you for trying to be positive about this though. Sounds like a good opportunity to be a part of. Do you think you'll be able to push through the worries and challenges and go to it?