Veenorthants
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 2
Happy Friday everyone it’s an 8.9 for me this morning.
Sorry to hear things are not going to well at the moment.Been quiet as been wallowing a bit.
On top of the passing of my cat, dad had a, and I quote, “minor heart attack” the week before. He’s fine now. Had stents put in and was home the day after.
But I was with mum and then with both to help out.
My support bubble mate has just gone off to Berlin (he is pursuing getting German citizenship post Brexit and has to return for official appointments) for about a month.
Work cancelled shifts and yesterday, thanks to trying to install new software for WFH, bricked my laptop completely and then tried to suggest that they wouldn’t pay me for the shift as I couldn’t work.
That position was quickly reversed when I pointed out that it was installing their software which had bricked the laptop.
Blood pressure has been high consistently for two weeks. Blood sugars all over the place (5.1 yesterday and 7.4 today for example) and weight has ticked up.
All in all a bit of a mess.
Anyway, just wanted to reach out and explain my absence.
At the moment I can’t see any other option than to go back on the exante shakes for a while to drop the pounds. But I’d rather not go down that route.
I’m confused with Keto vs low carb and it’s made worse because I don’t eat pork stuff.
Oh and it’s my birthday at the end of the month and it’s going to be spent alone no doubt because of lockdown.
Offered to go into the office to pick up a laptop (which finally they’re lending me) but was told that it’s better that the boss delivers it to me.
I’m now stressing about him perhaps wanting to come in and nobody’s been in apart from my support bubble mate.
And to cap it all I sent my set of global knives off to be sharpened and the courier appears to have lost them.
Some days it's all too much! Good that you could express your feelings, not everyone can.Been quiet as been wallowing a bit.
On top of the passing of my cat, dad had a, and I quote, “minor heart attack” the week before. He’s fine now. Had stents put in and was home the day after.
But I was with mum and then with both to help out.
My support bubble mate has just gone off to Berlin (he is pursuing getting German citizenship post Brexit and has to return for official appointments) for about a month.
Work cancelled shifts and yesterday, thanks to trying to install new software for WFH, bricked my laptop completely and then tried to suggest that they wouldn’t pay me for the shift as I couldn’t work.
That position was quickly reversed when I pointed out that it was installing their software which had bricked the laptop.
Blood pressure has been high consistently for two weeks. Blood sugars all over the place (5.1 yesterday and 7.4 today for example) and weight has ticked up.
All in all a bit of a mess.
Anyway, just wanted to reach out and explain my absence.
At the moment I can’t see any other option than to go back on the exante shakes for a while to drop the pounds. But I’d rather not go down that route.
I’m confused with Keto vs low carb and it’s made worse because I don’t eat pork stuff.
Oh and it’s my birthday at the end of the month and it’s going to be spent alone no doubt because of lockdown.
Offered to go into the office to pick up a laptop (which finally they’re lending me) but was told that it’s better that the boss delivers it to me.
I’m now stressing about him perhaps wanting to come in and nobody’s been in apart from my support bubble mate.
And to cap it all I sent my set of global knives off to be sharpened and the courier appears to have lost them.
It’s a January thing I think.Sorry to hear things are not going to well at the moment.
Some days it's all too much! Good that you could express your feelings, not everyone can.
Someone once said to me don't worry about the things you can't control.
Today will be good, tomorrow even better
Only issue with creating a bubble with my folks is that I’ll need to travel there by tube train so that’s exposing everyone to unnecessary risk I’d say. Although they’ve both had their first jabs.@ColinUK sorry to read your having a tough time at the mo. Glad your dad is home safe and on the mend. Vent away its better out than in as my Gran used to say. Fingers crossed it'll start to get better. Could you create a support bubble with someone else or your parents maybe? A change of scenery can help with the mindset