For real? Really? Good grief. I'd be in double figures.
I have a confession. Not long after my last post I went on a binge, first since my birthday. When I thought about it after when I was gutted at myself I think it was purely comfort eating as I was bothered about some goings on in the day, family stuff. That's the only thing I can think of. So I ate the chop dinner my bro left me and then had ice cream with Ambrosia rice pudding poured over it. Even while I was eating it I was disappointed at myself.
Realised immediately that I wouldn't be getting my solid nights' sleep and that all my symptoms would come back and that I'd be triggered to eat bread which I was but I didn't have any.
B: 2 scrambled eggs, 1 large tomato, 1 garlic bulb (I know!), 2 cans of tuna. Far too much protein but I was trying to fill the void that is me.
L: Another can of tuna with mayo, thinking the fat would fill me up and stop that horrible craving feeling, I just can't stand it.
D: 3 boil in the bag fishes, they're so small these days! With 2 steamed mix veg packets with butter on.
Really I didn't want any of that. I just wanted a tuna butty and a huge bowl of ice cream.
The reason my figures were so good is because I actually didn't eat many carbs so there wasn't anything to spike them.
When I ate the white bread it was home made and I cut the slices myself and each slice weighed about 20g so the most the sandwich could have had in carbs was 40g and that was if the bread was 100% carb and it wasn't. I took a metformin to counteract the carbs in any case.
The content of the sandwich was virtually carb-free.
The keto-friendly loaf is so packed full of fibre and has no available carb content it seems to have the effect of lowering my blood sugars rather than raising them. I can eat shed loads of it and my levels don't budge. Plus I spent 20 minutes hand-kneading it which is a lot of exercise LOLS
The chocolate eclairs have about 2 carbs per eclair because again they are mostly psyllium husk and almond flour and air and the cream has hardly any carbs and the chocolate is low carb too.
The pop has no carbs at all and no calories.
It is horrible to not have things you want. I worked out early on that if I deny myself the things I want I will end up eating more rather than less. Which is why I tried very hard to find good alternative recipes for my favourite things and bread was the last thing I needed to crack.
This is the recipe and method for the keto loaf - it doesn't need a breadmaker nor even a mixer - I did it all by hand.
Powdered ingredients.
Wheat bran - 15g - I found the most economical way to buy this is from Holland and Barratts
chia seeds 30g - cheapest from Tesco
Psyllium husk 8g - I buy this from Amazon
Xanthan gum 3g - also Amazon
pinch of salt
inulin fibre - 25g - also Amazon
Oat fibre 40g - Amazon
Vital Wheat gluten - 170g - Holland and Barratts
Liquid mix.
240mls water
30g Olive oil (1.5 tablespoons)
5g inulin fibre
7g dried yeast
2 egg whites.
Method.
Mix the powdered ingredients together in a bowl. Make sure they are well mixed together
I put the bowl onto a weighing scales and zero it and then weigh each ingredient in - zeroing the scales between each ingredient.
Put warm water into a jug and mix the 5g inulin, 7g yeast and olive oil in and leave for 5 minutes. You should get a nice gloopy mix that is slightly bubbly which shows the yeast is working.
Separate the eggs and put the whites into the mixed powders then add the yeasty liquid and mix using a spatula or wooden spoon until it all comes together.
push it together into a ball and let it sit for ten minutes.
Then tip it out onto a clean surface and knead it for twenty minutes.
To get a good technique for kneading watch John Kirkwood's white sandwich loaf video on Youtube.
After twenty minutes of kneading put the dough into an oiled bowl and cover and leave in a warm place for thirty minutes to double in size.
Once it has doubled in size gently shape into a sausage shaped roll and put into an oiled and buttered bread pan. Brush the top of the loaf with water.
Cook at 150C for 40 - 50 minutes.
Let it cool for thirty minutes before cutting.