In my youth I was what used to be called a 'social smoker', (or, as someone once said to me, more like an 'anti-social' smoker!) ie only when I was out, or sometimes at work. I gave up when I was expecting my daughter 27 years ago, and smoked off and on in between then and now. I was smoking (socially) when I miscarried my 3rd child (well, not actually right at that moment), and always felt so guilty, although I was told that wasn't the reason for the miscarriage.
Gave up for years after that, although in the last few years, took it up again ( I really DO enjoy it!) on nights out or weekends spent with my sister. We both gave it up at the beginning of the year after she became really ill, had suspected lung cancer, which turned out to be only (only!!) double pneumonia and pleurisy. Obviously I'm glad about that (giving up, not me sister nearly croaking!!) now with the diabetes.
Funny thing is, I could chain smoke all night, and then not have another one for 2 or 3 weeks, and not even want one. Fancy one now and then, especially if I'm out, but never actually crave one. For some reason, I never found cigarettes addictive. Another funny thing, is hubby smokes and I can't STAND it!! I hate other people's smoking smell!! Guess that makes me a hypocrite!!
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