SB2015
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
You definitely deserve a rest @trophywench . Keep pushing and see what you can get.The annoying thing for me personally is that when the time came for me to replace my pump a couple of years ago I could have Omnipod (no thanks, far too big in all directions esp outwards as I frequently collide with anything I happen to be walking past, so 'sticky outy' don't seem a good plan) The tandem rep told me a Tslim is a waste of time without Dexcom CGM, a Medtronic 640 (even though by then the 780 had replaced it) or another Roche Combo. What I really wanted was another Roche Insight as I've always hated filling cannulas from the minute I had my first pump, a Roche Combo which I gladly swapped for an Insight. Not without its challenges, first one just killed it's batteries pdq and eventually they replaced it and the new one didn't. Had to charge the handset/meter battery every single night when I went to bed but so what, don't test during the night. Plus I was instructed to turn the handset off after each time I used it for anything,, hence never had any problem when I needed the meter/handset to work any time from getting up in a morning to going to bed. However my lot didn't offer any replacements because of 'all the problems people have had with the meter/h batteries never lasting.' So - can I get a Dexcom CGM then, since the Rep says the Tslim is useless without it? No. We don't offer them unless we make a special case for someone. You aren't a special case. You could self fund Decom, but we don't know anything about how to do that. (and clearly, you are not interested enough to bother finding out, are you, thought I, or even that bothered whether I might be able to afford to?)
So I had another ruddy Combo, although I had to learn again how to work it myself since the DSN's there now don't have a clue. The one who set it up with me, told me to do something I queried there and then - having had my very first pump fail and have to be replaced, specifically caused by what she was telling me to do with the new one. After my failure for this reason they issued a warning that went out to all users and D clinics. I read the handbook that night - I'm right - she was wrong. Of course I told her. (Oh look - she isn't there now.)
I know very well closed loop isn't 'plug and play' - no D tech ever is, they're all hard work to begin with at least. BUT I'd really so love to be allowed to do that work setting one up to suit ME - and then for whatever short periods thereafter just be able to give my flippin brain a slight rest. Why the hell can't a D Clinic recognise that when a woman has spent over 50 years juggling her own D care, she might need a bit of a rest! (I don't believe you actually need any specific training to recognise this - ain't it a fact that when folk get older and also doing the same old same old (with a number of bells and whistles along the way, yeah, but at basic level just more of the same) every damn day of their life, it's bloody boring frankly and the only thing keeping me doing it is simply ME caring about whether I live or die, cos I'm no longer as convinced the NHS want to, that much. My previous Consultant did seem to care - but I'm no longer on his List and I've never felt as if I could unburden myself to him, just not that 'warm and friendly'. What used to be called a 'good bedside manner' - don't think so mate.
I know the positive impact looping has had on me.