I visited the GP surgery to see the Diabetes Nurse specialist today. She confirmed that my Hba1C of 59 means that I am a T2 diabetic. I feel overwhelmed by what I have to do now in terms of lifestyle changes and dietary changes and medications. I'm afraid of getting it wrong and making myself iller than I'm already feeling. I just feel this deep sense of loss and shame because I'm a Nurse and 'should know better'