Adrienne
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Parent
i just shot 18u of levemir into my backside, and i was in tears doing so. The thought of it is making me want to throw up.
Why is this happening to me?
my feet are killing me. My sugars feel high. But I don't want to test because apparently i test too much. Is it any wonder I have these problems now???? My mother is stuck in the 1996 way of thinking still - test 4 times a day and eat whatever you want without injecting. Pah.
Hiya
Oh dear. I wish I lived nearer and could look after you and get you on the right track for a while. I won't even pretend to understand how you are feeling, I can't possibly understand, the others can though.
The only answer for you mum and this will sound harsh but you need to say to her 'if you would like me to die before you I will follow your rules'. I have had huge issues with my mum over the years about my health ie my weight, different from diabetes I know but the issues are huge ! I have moved away from her now, we get on fine but I have learnt how to deal with the issues and I am a rock not a sponge, seriously, this is how I have to think and this is after a lot of counselling ! The latest for me is that I have learnt my mum put in a mobility shower bath, I thought for her sister who lives with her who has a replacement hip and knee, but no she spent ?6000 (yep ?6000) on this damned bath with a door for me because I am too fat !!!! I heard this through the grapevine today. The bath is wrong anyway so they are using my weight ie the bath is not fit for the purpose, doesn't take my weight, to get the money back. Obviously its more complicated than that but boy am I boiling, but I am a rock not a sponge !!!!! 😱
I can help you with the carb counting but I think you do ok don't you? Shout if you want me to.
One thing I can suggest but it will cost you, does your mum have some money she can give you perhaps !! There is a place in London, London Medical and I know a woman who is amazing, she can help you with everything including getting a pump, probably privately but if you can get the dosh I recommend seeing her. She is a loopy as anything but is excellent at diabetes, 1, 2, adult, child. If you want her details give me a shout.
Do not over eat and do not under eat, we need you here you know, its not always the other way around ie you need us, we need you too missy. 😉