Veenorthants
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 2
Woken up to a 5.7
It’s going to be another tough day. I have the scan this morning which was supposed to be a viability and dating scan. Now it will be a confirmation of miscarriage scan. I don’t know how strong I am going to be but right now the game face is on as I have to get myself ready.
I don’t know why my life is turning out like this. I’m 39, diabetic, still on the obese side of things (though dropping weight still), 2 baby losses behind me. I’ve lost so much more than babies. As a result my work life has suffered to the point I feel completely unneeded. I’ve lost friends. I’ve lost my confidence. I’ve now lost all hope. This baby was my tiny glimmer of hope. The light at the end of a tunnel which has disappeared again.
I don’t know what to do.
Will be thinking of you this morning, keep strong and please don't give up hope. I don't know if your surgery or DN has suggested steps to well being, counselling service here in Dorset if you go on their website you can self refer. I found them really helpful when I struggled with things life threw at me xxx