Thanks so much for all the advice and yes, I'll read it this time
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The doctors appointment was really rubbish, cant believe I expected more from him (he's usually so supportive and helpful).
He made me feel really stupid today. He said I dont need to test as glucose levels arent important and will vary a lot on diet alone, he said it wont make any difference to my levels whether I test or not. He said there's no point being referred to a dietician for help finding a diet to suit, in his words "If you have a choice between chips and salad, which do you pick? Exactly - you dont need a dietician to tell you that". He didnt think the pain/shivers in my back was a kidney infection (but has taken a sample just in case), he asked if I was going to the loo more often and I said "I'm diabetic, how would I know?!". When I said how low I've been (bearing in mind I have a history of severe depression several years ago and can tell when I'm feeling low), he said "you might just be feeling flat (?!) because of what's happened in the last few months, now is it really a chemical reaction in your brain or just you getting used to this change, and feeling fed up about the diet changes - do you really think a pill will fix it?" but precsribed me fluoxetine (am I right in thinking that's just seroxat - which I told him I didnt want as it made me really ill?). He made me feel like I was just upset because I'm fat and greedy and am fed up because I cant eat what I want - when that's not true at all!
So no test strips for me. He said that they did a study with type 2 diabetics, and there was no difference in the glucose levels between those testing and those not testing. I said I wasnt one of them - and told him how I'd make choices for the next day(s) based on the readings, rather than starve myself to bring it down again - and he said that levels fluctuate so much that there's no point testing at all, he said it's only useful for those at risk of a hypo (eg those on medication).
I feel worse than when I went down now, basically it was a waste of time.