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Gail 2 not 100%

Oh Gail, I feel for you, hope you get some sort of positive outcome soon. My Wife has sleep apnea, so she also struggles with getting enough sleep at times. Its so debilitating.... wishing you well Mrs.... 😎
 
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feeling bad have told staff who are being so kind and susportive am holding it together justAm handing all my money in purse over to Ann (not real name) the manager dont want the hassel of money right now cant hand le it Im very lucky to be surrounded by caring supportive people
 
didt get any more sleep am very tired-dont know if its lack of sleep or a side effect of the Lorazepam
feel likw crying all the time feel like doing other things as well but the less said the better Dont get me wrong im not sucidal at all but things are bad had a call from the team they are going to try see me tomorrow if times alow
you know im not right in fact no makeup hairstyleing has gone on for last few days i must look a wreak am having issues around interacting with others but am doing my best to stay in the dinning rroom at LH even if im not joining in Am having music on laptop LOUD it helps drown out the voices or watchibg Netfxix proprames
Thank you all for the emojis and love your contining support means a lot to me
love to all especially anyone's whos stuggering
love gail
 
gail2 said:
didt get any more sleep am very tired-dont know if its lack of sleep or a side effect of the Lorazepam
feel likw crying all the time feel like doing other things as well but the less said the better Dont get me wrong im not sucidal at all but things are bad had a call from the team they are going to try see me tomorrow if times alow
you know im not right in fact no makeup hairstyleing has gone on for last few days i must look a wreak am having issues around interacting with others but am doing my best to stay in the dinning rroom at LH even if im not joining in Am having music on laptop LOUD it helps drown out the voices or watchibg Netfxix proprames
Thank you all for the emojis and love your contining support means a lot to me
love to all especially anyone's whos stuggering
love gail
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Sending you hugs xx
 
Sorry to hear that you are still struggling with MH Gail. Glad your local support is good and maintaining regular contact.
Sending you lots of virtual hugs and hoping if you can get a bit more rest and sleep you will feel a bit better.:care:<3
 
feeling bad everybody is being so kind Last of the Lorazepam tonight DEpening on wot kind of weekend i have may ask for some more when MHN comes monday
thankyou all for your support
love to all
gail
 
didt know where to put this couldt be arsed to start another thread
Weigh in day have lost 3lbs side note manager has booked transport for diabetic review in April and they said i no longer need a bariatric wheel chair just a normal one:starstruck:
 
i feel more upbeat in myself at moment either im better or heading for a wee bit of mania Hold on to your crashhats it could be a bumpy ride
 
Feel guilty have been noting what I eat but not the carbs SOMetimes the diabetes has to take a back step. Not going to beat myself up for it
 
had four hours sleep last night thats a good amount for me at moment. took last Lorazepam last night so tonight will be interesting i feel very tired, tired to the bone. my eyeballs are in my boots. feel c**p and very tearful not 100% but im getting there bit by bit , very small steps baby steps. Thankyou all for your kindness and support
love to all
gail
xxxxx
 
its 115am and i have had 3 1/2 hours sleep i feel wide awake yet knackered. Cant get back to sleep im wide awake yet tired at same time i have a foot in eah caamp so to speak. think im goig to steam some stuff on laptop maybe i will feel sleppy and drift off
 
Had four hours of sleep last night. Head full of demons, can hear/see/smell them. MHN comes tomorrow maybe she will have ideas and feed back to my P-Doc. Both of them are new to me, so I guess that I will find out how good they are and what kind of attitude they have towards me when I'm not 100% well. Im going to show her my diary where I have written about my visions etc. The manager of LH says I should.
My thanks for letting me vent/write here, it means a lot to me.
 
Its 230 in the morning and i cant sleep due to my MH being poor. Both wide awake and very tired at same time if that makes sense. Have tried eveything thank goodness i see my MHN later 2day. Shes got to help me some how cant go on having these visions even if she has to arange an appointment with my pdoc I will take any help she can give me/or he can give me. i cant go on like this for much longer i need for them to stop b4 i become really ill and need further treatment Sorry to rant but am getting concerned and desperate now Am hanging on by my teeth Getting help in a crisis is a joke. dont get me wrong im safe at this moment in time but so much going on in head Its no good going to AE they will just refer me back to my MH team call the crisis team they will not come out
at this time of night, they are too busy as they are over-stretched and will
say you need to see your MH team
Dont get me wrong im not suicidal but im desperate for help of some kind

im ok just needed to get this rant off my chest thats all
thanks for letting me rant
love gail
 
Hope you get some help from the MH team today, sending you love
 
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Thinking of you. Hugs.
 
Sorry to hear you’ve taken a bit of a dip again @gail2

Do you find the weekends are harder? Perhaps there are fewer people to offer support on Sat/Sun?

Hope your meeting with the MHN goes well later today.
 
Thinking of you Gail and sending lots of virtual hugs and good positive thoughts to get you through today. Really hope the MHN can help you and get you back on an even keel. :care:<3:thankyou:
 
Wot a waist of time present weree my MHN the manager and head of care. i was told that i need to use grouning tecnics to tell the voices to go away and slelf treat myself ie use ice packs to watch tv to talk to staff that meds were not suitable i didt ask for any meds she kept going on abouut meds not being suitable for me the p-doc had said so were her bwords I told her i was at crisis point and she said you are not at crisis point we are going to make plan i will phone up in a coupleb of weeks and come and see u in 4 weeks.
the manager has just said to me didi understand wot happened She does not want me to call up as if i have not followed this plan they will not come out It bhas to be either the headv of care or the mnager that clls nd if i have not followed the plan they wil;l not come out IM NOT AT CRISIS BPOINT WOT A LOD OF BO####S IMM SEEING HEARING SMELLING D TASTEING THEM THEY ARE TELLING MME THEY WANT TO TAKE M TO HELL AND KILL ME IN other words bog off and ont bother us We will take steps if you reach crisis point which you are not at th moment i kmowc when im at crisis point stupid bitch. i shall not call her over myn dead body i was not expecting a mireca but i was expecting some helpnot yol be told hlp yourself ith will powerl if snything happens to me that bitch is not getting involed
yours pissed off
gail
 
she evn came up with the ide of using pepermint iol on my wrists that will help she said
 
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