Ruby1994
New Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
Hello, I was diagnosed with type 1 less than two weeks ago in Gran Canaria. I am a dancer/circus performer and was on my first professional contract for three months in Gran Canaria performing every night and I loved it!
My contract was meant to finish 2nd November but due to being blue lighted in an ambulance and spending six days in hospital, I couldn’t complete my contract and am now back in the UK and staying at my family home until I’m stable.
I’m absolutely gutted about having to leave my job before it finished and combined with the stress of a Spanish hospital, flying home and getting to grips with my new life I’m really struggling with feeling restricted with my food.
As a performer, I eat a lot of food and have snacks throughout the day but now that I’ve suddenly stopped being so active, it’s really hard for me to control what I eat as my body is in recovery mode and still just wants to eat every 2-3hours. Unfortunately my insulin doses at the moment only allow for three meals and one snack and so I become so hungry before each meal as I’m trying to spread them throughout the day, that once I begin to eat I eat like a starving child, quick and as much as I can possibly eat, especially in the evening as I know I won’t be able to eat anything until the morning. So probably overeating.
I’m also struggling with the need to eat my feelings, as I normally would have to deal with a stressful situation, and just want to have a bar of proper chocolate without feeling guilty about eating it!
Sorry for such a long message, I appreciate anyone who makes it to the end! I’m just feeling overwhelmed and rather angry and frustrated with everything at the moment.
Any thoughts or advice would be greatly received
Thanks, Ruby
My contract was meant to finish 2nd November but due to being blue lighted in an ambulance and spending six days in hospital, I couldn’t complete my contract and am now back in the UK and staying at my family home until I’m stable.
I’m absolutely gutted about having to leave my job before it finished and combined with the stress of a Spanish hospital, flying home and getting to grips with my new life I’m really struggling with feeling restricted with my food.
As a performer, I eat a lot of food and have snacks throughout the day but now that I’ve suddenly stopped being so active, it’s really hard for me to control what I eat as my body is in recovery mode and still just wants to eat every 2-3hours. Unfortunately my insulin doses at the moment only allow for three meals and one snack and so I become so hungry before each meal as I’m trying to spread them throughout the day, that once I begin to eat I eat like a starving child, quick and as much as I can possibly eat, especially in the evening as I know I won’t be able to eat anything until the morning. So probably overeating.
I’m also struggling with the need to eat my feelings, as I normally would have to deal with a stressful situation, and just want to have a bar of proper chocolate without feeling guilty about eating it!
Sorry for such a long message, I appreciate anyone who makes it to the end! I’m just feeling overwhelmed and rather angry and frustrated with everything at the moment.
Any thoughts or advice would be greatly received
Thanks, Ruby