@MichelleF78 just been having a read through this thread and I honestly know how hard it can be. My diagnosis came a couple of years ago and I’ve been on and off insulin for the whole time, frequently choosing very low carb instead of the constant battle with insulin trying to get it to work in the same way it does for others. That became unsustainable recently as about a month ago I started to be unable to achieve the same results with this diet. so a couple of weeks ago I started on insulin again. First few days seemed to work really well, but since then there is literally no certainty to how it’s going to work for me. I’m also on novorapid, and my long acting seems to do absolutely nothing. I’m pretty sure I have resistance too as for hours in the morning insulin does nothing and I have no more than 10g carbs before lunch! I’m now down to one call a year from a dietician and have little to no support. My mood and energy are at an all time low and nothing I do seems to work. I feel like I’m in no man’s land what works for others just doesn’t for me, people must think I should have this figured out by now, but I simply do not understand how my body works, or apparently doesn’t work.
I’ve just read this through before posting and realised how many times I’ve used the word work… that’s exactly what this is, work! Lots of it! Too much of it. It takes up my whole brain and leaves no room for anything else and I’m sick of it. I wish I could be more uplifting and I’m sure we will both get there
@MichelleF78 but in the meantime just wanted you to know that there are people out there that feel exactly the same frustrations and it’s exhausting.
Emma, and Michelle-- total sympathy. It is "work! Lots of it! Too much of it ... and I’m sick of it." And I was only diagnosed 9 months ago ...
For what it's worth:
1) It is disgraceful that we don't get more support. Even just in cold hard financial terms of NHS spending, it's penny-wise, pound-foolish.
There seems to be a problem especially for adults with T1. I gather that paediatric T1 teams have psychologists as part of the team, as standard, and it's generally much easier to get hold of and get advice from their DSNs. Why are adults with T1 often left with so little support? As things are, is it any wonder that over 90% of us never reach the recommended HbA1c target, and that we have much higher rates of depression and anxiety disorders that the general population? Wouldn't it be cheaper to give us better support in the first place? ...
I wish Diabetes UK, and JDRF, would campaign a lot more about this.
2) Remember that stress and anxiety can make a massive difference to your BG and how much insulin you need. When you're stressed and/or anxious, your body releases cortisol; cortisol triggers your liver to release stored glucose (glycogenolysis) or manufacture glucose from scratch (gluconeogenesis) and pump it into your blood; so your BG goes stubbornly high. And of course our livers don't let us know how much glucose they're pumping out! Very rude of them. ; ) We may only be eating 10g carbs for breakfast-- but our liver might be pumping out another 20, and we only find out about that when we see our glucose readings. And of course the irony, the real kick in the teeth, is that stubbornly high BG makes us more stressed and anxious! ...
So-- when you're having problems with high BG, yes of course use more insulin as needed, but also try a range of different things that might reduce your stress/anxiety and see whether any of them work for you-- both in general and in terms of helping to lower BG.
3) Finally, re Fiasp, which is where we started:
I started on Fiasp, then tried Novorapid, then a couple of months ago went back to Fiasp. As others have noted, the stuff about Fiasp being far faster to take effect than NR is nonsense.
But-- like Barbara and Nonethewiser, I like the fact that Fiasp has a shorter profile than NR. I worry a lot about overcorrecting, so I like the fact that, with Fiasp, I can feel safer sooner in administering a correction if necessary.
Anyway-- very best wishes, and God give us all strength. ; )