Morning all and a 4.2 for me but a more reasonable 5.1/5.3 after cat feeding.
Today's dilemma is what do I do with the £2.70 I won on the lottery.
Have a good day everyone.
Well I nearly tied with you again today. I have gone from too high yesterday to too low at 4.3 this morning. Oddly I was worried that my 4 units of NovoRapid last night were too much for my dinner of prawn and avocado salad starter followed by bacon, cabbage, broccoli and 3 very small pieces of sweet potato and then raspberries and |Greek yoghurt for afters, so when I woke up at 4am with heart pounding and having a hot sweat, I had to get up and test just in case I was hypo but it was 8.6, so probably just a menopausal hot sweat but then quite shocked that it was only 4.3 when I eventually started my day.
@eggyg.... hope you and Mr Eggy have a lovely day together with your family.
@Ditto Cheese is OK (moderation is important though) and shouldn't really affect your BG although from reading quite a few labels yesterday, all cheeses are not created equal when it comes to carbs.... most are less than 1g per 100g. I can't remember which one it was of the many I looked at yesterday but I was shocked to see it was 29g carbs per 100 g cheese, so check the label before you buy!
I too was/am an "all or nothing" person and it is really taking some effort to rein it in and I do still fail, so don't feel like I am being critical. For me it helps to keep physically busy rather than sitting at the computer or watching the telly.
Maybe it would help to shadow one of us for a few days and eat the same meals as we do... I know we all react differently to food as regards our diabetes so it may not be ideal but it is obvious from reading your posts that you are struggling and eating things that are particularly not good. If I am going to binge, I try to have low carb foods that I enjoy and can hit rather than higher carb stuff. I eat well as you can see from the above detailed dinner, so it is not about starving yourself or feeling deprived but just about eating the right things and finding ways to make them tastier and more tempting..... Like the cabbage.... I cook it in the microwave and then tip it into the pan with the bacon fat, or mix in a dollop of butter or cream cheese. If you have a huge plate of cabbage and broccoli and a couple of rashes of bacon and a couple of small potatoes, it is still very filling, especially if you have a prawn and avocado salad to start. You do need to organise yourself and make the time and effort to cook and eat..... I am the most disorganised person I know, but I do really try to do this because if my health deteriorates then I can't do anything else, so it is important to look after my health first. Sometimes, like last night, it was after 10pm by the time I got in and the main course cooked, but I had some water melon in the fridge and ate a small slice of that whilst I was prepping and cooking.
Hope this post doesn't come across as preachy.... I'm just really concerned for you and wish I could help in a more practical way. I do admire your honesty as regards your food transgressions. I am so embarrassed when I fail that I don't even record the full details in my private food diary, but pre diagnosis I have been known to eat a whole box of Cadbury's Cream Eggs in one go, or a whole tin of condensed milk with a spoon in one sitting. I know I cannot afford to do that now, but I will very occasionally open a jar of olives and eat the lot or a large packet of brazil nuts without even realising what I am doing, or keep going back to the fridge for another chunk of cheese. These things are not great for me either but at least they will not significantly affect my BG. Celery sticks with onion and chive sour cream or salsa dip is a better option for those binge days if you can keep some in the fridge for when the urge hits.... again celery on it's own is hard work in my opinion, but a low carb dip can really make it enjoyable. I also cut large closed cup mushrooms into small wedges and cucumber sticks and use them in the same way... try to avoid carrot as it is higher in carbs.
Anyway, I hope I have given you a few ideas for alternative binge foods for when you lose control. I discovered and bought some Nature Valley Peanut and chocolate Protein Bars in B&M store the other day and some Fibre One Choc Brownie bars which are both only about 10g of carbs per bar and then lost control and ate several (I hadn't had cake or biscuits or anything like that for a long time and once I started I couldn't stop) and my BG was in chaos for several days. I still have several in the cupboard (on the top shelf) and I'm trying to have one every few days, so that I don't end up going silly again.
Anyway, I hope you are able to put yesterday behind you and have a better one today.