Theresa Dawn
Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 2
Have to say, I cannot shake the feeling that I am on a slippery slope. I try cooking my own food so I don't get hidden sugars. I never touch cake or biscuits or sweets (except sugar free ones - sweets I mean) and yet my readings are mostly 8's and 9s to as much as 14.1 (just before bed). I have always had fruit in the evenings so now I have discovered that's bad, it's one more thing I'll have to give up. I don't drink alcohol, always have black unsweetened coffee or watery reduced sugar squash. My retinopathy was not good, my weight is high but mostly stable now...and I have lost some of that sparkle people always say is so wonderful. If I had to nail it down to one cause, I'd say I feel like I have no control over anything any more. My body just seems to have succumbed to diabetes without my consent....does any of this make sense? I am a writer but frankly, I don't feel very creative at all any more (I am half way through my 3rd novel and keep wondering if I'll ever finish it). Sorry to be such a drag....just having a bad time of it right now.