Teapot99
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- Type 1
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Hi everybody,
I am a 26 year old T1d and I have been diabetic since I was 5 years old, so it's not very new to me. I am joining the community forum in hope to be able to meet some other diabetics that are going through a similar situation to me as I am not alone (surrounded by supportive friends and family), but I feel alone in my current situation.
I have recently started properly carb counting, I have tried multiple times since I have been diagnosed but as a young child/teenager I wanted to 'get on with life' and live as 'normally' as I could. I am now looking at getting an omnipod pump, which is why I have started carb counting, I have heard that they work wonders but I really struggle and get incredibly anxious with change. The other day my blood sugars dropped not long after a big meal and I panicked and drank a 250ml full fat coke, four jelly babies and a packet of crisps as I was really worried about my blood sugar levels going low and them not coming up (something that has only ever happened when I was young and unwell). I spoke with my diabetes nurse the next day and she explained that I had corrected 2 hours before dinner, also did a gym work out and then did my carb counting correctly for dinner but this all meant a lot of sugar was being taken and caused the sudden drop. So I no know what to do if I am working out and I am trying not to 'insulin stack'.
So, I am now battling with low blood sugar anxiety and diabetes burnout. Each day I am feeling like I am slowly getting better but then suddenly out of nowhere I start to worry again and need my family/health care professionals to help me think everything through and calm down. I have been told that I am doing very well (by both health care professionals and family) and I need to take little steps as this process is a marathon and not a sprint. I do feel like I am slowly getting to grips with everything but I am still finding it overwhelming. I have worked from home since the blood sugar incident last Thursday but I took a big step with going back into work Monday and Tuesday (being around work colleagues helped to distract me from worrying) and I am currently working from home today by myself and I think I am doing well. I won't go into detail for this part but I am currently seeking help with my anxiety in hope that sorting that will help me relax and think a bit more logically, this was suggested by my diabetes nurse.
Although I am lucky to have this support, and I appreciate that some people don't, I still feel a bit lonely as I do not know any other T1D people or people that have gone through the T1D burnout like I have. I would really appreciate it if anybody was to reach out that may have been through a similar situation just so I know that this is all normal and okay and it does happen to other people.
Thank you for taking your time to read this post and I'm sorry for the length of it
I am a 26 year old T1d and I have been diabetic since I was 5 years old, so it's not very new to me. I am joining the community forum in hope to be able to meet some other diabetics that are going through a similar situation to me as I am not alone (surrounded by supportive friends and family), but I feel alone in my current situation.
I have recently started properly carb counting, I have tried multiple times since I have been diagnosed but as a young child/teenager I wanted to 'get on with life' and live as 'normally' as I could. I am now looking at getting an omnipod pump, which is why I have started carb counting, I have heard that they work wonders but I really struggle and get incredibly anxious with change. The other day my blood sugars dropped not long after a big meal and I panicked and drank a 250ml full fat coke, four jelly babies and a packet of crisps as I was really worried about my blood sugar levels going low and them not coming up (something that has only ever happened when I was young and unwell). I spoke with my diabetes nurse the next day and she explained that I had corrected 2 hours before dinner, also did a gym work out and then did my carb counting correctly for dinner but this all meant a lot of sugar was being taken and caused the sudden drop. So I no know what to do if I am working out and I am trying not to 'insulin stack'.
So, I am now battling with low blood sugar anxiety and diabetes burnout. Each day I am feeling like I am slowly getting better but then suddenly out of nowhere I start to worry again and need my family/health care professionals to help me think everything through and calm down. I have been told that I am doing very well (by both health care professionals and family) and I need to take little steps as this process is a marathon and not a sprint. I do feel like I am slowly getting to grips with everything but I am still finding it overwhelming. I have worked from home since the blood sugar incident last Thursday but I took a big step with going back into work Monday and Tuesday (being around work colleagues helped to distract me from worrying) and I am currently working from home today by myself and I think I am doing well. I won't go into detail for this part but I am currently seeking help with my anxiety in hope that sorting that will help me relax and think a bit more logically, this was suggested by my diabetes nurse.
Although I am lucky to have this support, and I appreciate that some people don't, I still feel a bit lonely as I do not know any other T1D people or people that have gone through the T1D burnout like I have. I would really appreciate it if anybody was to reach out that may have been through a similar situation just so I know that this is all normal and okay and it does happen to other people.
Thank you for taking your time to read this post and I'm sorry for the length of it