Personally I think I have type 1 along with all the other stuff that has/is happening to me is because I am being punished for being born
Bless you. There is a common mentality that illness is a punishment either for our wrongdoings or for the wrongdoings of our ancestors whether that’s a curse or carrying sin, whatever your beliefs. The reality is that most people will end up with some sort of chronic illness and/or disability in our lives. The luck of the draw as to how young we are when that happens is often a mix of genes and environmental factors. Even if illness is a result of known harmful behaviour like smoking or other addictions it still doesn’t mean that the illness is a punishment it just means that as a society we can see links between some environmental factors and illness and so can create policies that can alleviate some of the harms for some people.Personally I think I have type 1 along with all the other stuff that has/is happening to me is because I am being punished for being born
Personally I think I have type 1 along with all the other stuff that has/is happening to me is because I am being punished for being born
The OP seems unwilling to say anything about how he manages his diabetes which is probably why you are seeing no suggestions on that front.@spell sorry if I've missed this but when were you diagnosed with diabetes? What treatment are you on for it and how has it changed over time. What are your levels like e.g. daily levels and last HBA1C? How do you monitor your levels? Some of this information could help to guide you as issues with the diabetes control itself could impact on your mood.
Diagnosed 1978@spell sorry if I've missed this but when were you diagnosed with diabetes? What treatment are you on for it and how has it changed over time. What are your levels like e.g. daily levels and last HBA1C? How do you monitor your levels? Some of this information could help to guide you as issues with the diabetes control itself could impact on your mood.
I manage diabetes badly.The OP seems unwilling to say anything about how he manages his diabetes which is probably why you are seeing no suggestions on that front.
May I ask you a question?Personally I think I have type 1 along with all the other stuff that has/is happening to me is because I am being punished for being born
No1 rule is sort out your basal before anything else.Diagnosed 1978
MDI originally then inhaled insulin.
Now Omnipod and libre
Daily levels normally above 15mmol, can never get it right.
Lowest hba1 ever 10.
I've been bad at it for 43 years, the doctors and everyone else just think I'm a waste of time who doesn't try or care or commit
Yes but your cleaning it up and not just stepping over it… that’s got to be a start !I manage diabetes badly.
Think of it like this, imagine a steaming fresh dogshit on your front door mat every morning and you have to clean it up with your hands. That's type 1 to me
Yes ok. But the next one is on your car seat,then in all your tools,in your lunch,in your bed.... That's what it feels like to me, it's all just dogshite24/7/12/365Yes but your cleaning it up and not just stepping over it… that’s got to be a start !
Then again, it's you and only you allowing the situation to happen. Nothing will improve unless you get off of your article and do something about it will it?Yes ok. But the next one is on your car seat,then in all your tools,in your lunch,in your bed.... That's what it feels like to me, it's all just dogshite24/7/12/365
This is a very naughty dog !!Yes ok. But the next one is on your car seat,then in all your tools,in your lunch,in your bed.... That's what it feels like to me, it's all just dogshite24/7/12/365
Thank you @spell for sharing that. Apologies if I'm making suggestions that you've already thought of but when I have difficulties I try to focus on the five minute, or even the one minute rule or what I would consider to be a baby step. The five minute or one minute rule means that I will try something for one minute or five minutes in a day - some days I even find it difficult to brush my teeth so I will say that I will do it for one minute. Once I've started something I then find it can get easier and if it doesn't I go back to the one minute rule.Diagnosed 1978
MDI originally then inhaled insulin.
Now Omnipod and libreI h
Daily levels normally above 15mmol, can never get it right.
Lowest hba1 ever 10.
I've been bad at it for 43 years, the doctors and everyone else just think I'm a fuckin waste of time who doesn't try or care or commit
Yeah, wife is fed up with trying to help, mostly just gets shouty and angry with me.grown up kids with their own livesJust think of all the people who have conditions which they can do nothing about and also suffer everyday whereas with some effort you could make improvement in your situation, but you have totally shut your mind to it. I assume you have no family that you are affecting with your negative attitude.
Yes I could try that,but having had no sense of smell or taste for many years food is of no interest to me, pretty much the same thing every day,as long as it's really sweet or salty ,if I ever get my senses back it could be a good idea.Thank you @spell for sharing that. Apologies if I'm making suggestions that you've already thought of but when I have difficulties I try to focus on the five minute, or even the one minute rule or what I would consider to be a baby step. The five minute or one minute rule means that I will try something for one minute or five minutes in a day - some days I even find it difficult to brush my teeth so I will say that I will do it for one minute. Once I've started something I then find it can get easier and if it doesn't I go back to the one minute rule.
So, for example, could you write down your results for one day and what you've eaten - and then maybe share it with us so that we can make suggestions? Or write your morning result in the 7 day waking average post. For example I have gastroparesis which causes immense problems with what I can/can't eat but because of my mental mood today I've eaten a Danish pastry AND a packet of Monster Munch. Not good but at least by noting that I can review the effects. Would you feel that you can share with us in the same way so that bit by bit the small steps help? So, for example, by writing your waking blood test each morning in the seven day waking average - it can be from a Libre scan or a blood test.
@spell I completely understand how that loss of smell and taste affects what you eat but we can help give guidance (we're not allowed to give specific medical advice) about changes you might want to consider with regard to your basal and bolus on your pump so that it is based around what you actually eat (rather than what might think you should/shouldn't eat). I could be wrong but you might possibly have a small glimmer of hope if you could get a HBA1C of 9.9 or lower just by making one minute/baby step changes. It was be great if you could post your waking levels in the 7 day waking average section or something similar for your first/next one minute step.Yes I could try that,but having had no sense of smell or taste for many years food is of no interest to me, pretty much the same thing every day,as long as it's really sweet or salty ,if I ever get my senses back it could be a good idea.