23 years ago it started for me. Ethanol is how professor john Neoptolemos from liverpool royal is how i was i dentified as in hospital. Month in hospital deep frey procedure performed. Told i had 15-20% of pancreas left. Type3c diabetic. Was already on creon. Upped my dose of creon. On zomorph, oromorph, pregablin for pain relief. I have other co-morbiditites, just passed my 5 year survival for oral cancer and liver cancer. Nhs was brilliant to me. Saved my life. 23 years ago stopped class A drug ( alcohol). Oh survived 30 years of hepC. 7 years clear. In my generation you worked hard and played hard.The play hard bit caused me alcohol probems. Yes do blame my self inflicted self. All legally bought alcohol 100% caused it.
Sorry to hear you had to go through all of that! My pancreatitis story was similar, only 15% of pancreas left and I was in hospital for a long time (about 11 weeks). NHS definitely saved my life, too. At one point I overheard a doctor say something (I don't remember what, I spent a lot of that time either delirious from illness or spaced out on morphine) that suggested I might not definitely survive. I asked him and he was reluctant to say until I was like "No, I really would rather know, please just be blunt with me". I was kinda shocked when he said 20% like "I have a 20% change of dying??!" he he said "No, you have a 20% chance of surviving". Luckily, I was on too much medicine to really be worried.
Mine was complicated by severe alcohol withdrawal, too. They had me on 50mg Chlordiazepoxide (Librium) every couple hours, but I still went into status epilepticus followed by a TIA on the third day so they had to initially put me into a Phenobarbital coma and then added Lorazepam and Haloperidol to my meds.
I still think it's messed up that alcohol (which you're 100% correct, would be a Class A if it wasn't legal) is the only drug where death from withdrawal is fairly common yet it's the only hard drug that's legal.
Is the cure for Hep C fairly recent then? I got diagnosed with it when I was in my late teens [which led to a really awkward conversation with my parents where the doctor explained it's caused by either unprotected sex or sharing needles, and then I had to admit it could be either]. Based on the amount of (IDK what it is, but I had 1.5 million) they thought I'd had it for about 18 months. I just had to take a pill a day for 3 months to cure it, though.
I have a slew of pain meds, too: Sevrodol (basically oramorph but in tablet form), Codeine, MSContin, Gabapentin, Naproxen.
Physically, I have other co-morbidities, too, namely two herniated disks, opioid dependency, anorexia, non-epileptiform seizure disorder.
Sounds like you've been through a lot! Glad to hear things seem to be going much better for you now.