@Hendrix
I agree with dannybgoode (post) and gail2 (like).
Based on my experience I have a suggestion for you to follow up with your medical team, ARFID groups and experts.
As I see it, based on the information in your post, your prognosis is spot on. If you do not change anything (diet, exercise, lifestyle, medication, professional advice) your next 34 years are likely to see you develop progressive T2D and its dire consequences.
That is the prospect my GP put to me in 2022, but she did know anything about the results of Professor Roy Taylor's team's ground breaking CounterPoint study in c.2008. The Eureka moment came 7 days into the trial. The blood glucose levels of many of the T2D's who were on clinical meal replacements instead of real food had returned to normal, implying an eventual HbA1c level in the 30s. That was the first sign that remission of T2D [and reversal of fatty liver] by diet was possible. After 8-12 weeks real food was reintroduced under medical supervision. For details see Roy Taylor on
this YouTube video and
this one. I followed a real food version of the meal replacement shakes and the results were the same,
Anyway your takeaway message that is clinical meal replacements instead of food can be effective for treating dietary problems. I recommend you consider them as a way out of your dilemma.
Your first step would be to choose a suitable shake: maybe a Huel product or one the shakes used in the current NHS Pathway to Remission programmes. Ask here for suggestions and have a look the r/arfit group messages on Reddit.
Next my suggestion would be to replace an evening meal with a shake. Once you have cleared that hurdle a few times, try replacing your next daytime meal with a shake as well. Or the other way round. Finally string the sequences together so you can go a full week on meal replacements only.
Obviously this needs a bit of planning with professional input. At a minimum you will also need to monitor your blood glucose and weight. Your team will advise you how long you will need to keep going with the shakes before you start to introduce the foods you should be eating in future. Some experts say a week is sufficient to break cravings, others may know better.
Just a suggestion.
Good luck.
Just a suggestion