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The pain of complications

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Flower

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I had a foot ulcer on my heel in the summer caused by my plaster cast rubbing. It healed and I was surprised at the time that it had mended so fast going by my previous slow history to get anything to mend.

A couple of weeks later it came back bigger and more worrying. Ulcers are such very painful things on the feet, even with neuropathy I get an ongoing stinging stabbing pain in my heel. I suppose I'm grateful I can feel it and can tell something has gone wrong but argh I wish it would mend. After 4 months of weekly podiatry visits it's still there, a lot smaller but clinging on.

The ulcer is unfortunately where I needed a skin graft after all the bones in my ankle and foot broke and shifted with Charcot foot, the skin is so fragile and vulnerable and really not keen to heal over.

I am so glad I've managed over the years with help from this forum and tech developments to wrestle my diabetes in to good shape. A couple of times I've had the 'control' 🙄 your diabetes better talk but after looking at my blood tests that's changed to "but your 'control' is really tight" That notion of controlling my diabetes is one thing I struggle not to lose my cool over!

So on I hobble with a new plaster cast hoping that somehow my foot manages to heal and I can stop being a fixture and fitting in the high risk podiatry clinic. Just a moan about the exasperation of diabetes when I'm trying to do all the right things yet still it keeps causing pain and fear.
 
So sorry to hear you ulcer came back and you are having to do battle with yet another element of diabetic complications. It must feel like a Catch 22 situation! If you don't keep moving the blood flow reduces and less chance of healing, if you exercise, the fragile skin at the ulcer site gets rubbed and the healing skin gets damaged more. Plus of course you have your life to life which of course involves moving about. My heart goes out to you Flower. It really does. You battle on so valiantly despite all the duff hands you keep being dealt. I suppose the consolation is that at least you are now getting weekly appointments at the high risk podiatry clinic as I know you were having to pay privately for appointments during the pandemic but I am sure you would much rather not need those appointments. You are a real inspiration to so many of us here but totally understand that you need to give voice to your fears and frustration.
Sending big (((HUGS))) your way.
 
<3 <3 <3 <3
 
Thank you for your lovely words. I’m just feeling a bit sorry for myself today! It’s gone on for too long

Unfortunately @rebrascora the high risk podiatry appointment only deals specifically with the ulcer & dressings nothing else.
I find it bizarre that one area of my high risk feet gets treatment but I’m paying for private podiatry for the rest of both feet & toes that aren’t affected by the ulcer.

Fingers crossed for an improvement this week :thankyou:
 
I had a foot ulcer on my heel in the summer caused by my plaster cast rubbing. It healed and I was surprised at the time that it had mended so fast going by my previous slow history to get anything to mend.

A couple of weeks later it came back bigger and more worrying. Ulcers are such very painful things on the feet, even with neuropathy I get an ongoing stinging stabbing pain in my heel. I suppose I'm grateful I can feel it and can tell something has gone wrong but argh I wish it would mend. After 4 months of weekly podiatry visits it's still there, a lot smaller but clinging on.

The ulcer is unfortunately where I needed a skin graft after all the bones in my ankle and foot broke and shifted with Charcot foot, the skin is so fragile and vulnerable and really not keen to heal over.

I am so glad I've managed over the years with help from this forum and tech developments to wrestle my diabetes in to good shape. A couple of times I've had the 'control' 🙄 your diabetes better talk but after looking at my blood tests that's changed to "but your 'control' is really tight" That notion of controlling my diabetes is one thing I struggle not to lose my cool over!

So on I hobble with a new plaster cast hoping that somehow my foot manages to heal and I can stop being a fixture and fitting in the high risk podiatry clinic. Just a moan about the exasperation of diabetes when I'm trying to do all the right things yet still it keeps causing pain and fear.
That sounds terrible for you: I'm so sorry. Like you, I've had to come to terms with the reality that, however well I look after myself, diabetes will probably 'get' me sooner or later - and possibly in multiple ways :(.
 
So sorry to hear your news Flower. Big hugs and hope your ulcer gets better sooner rather than later.
 
Sorry to read about your problems @Flower.
I thank my lucky stars that I was diagnosed when I was and had the tools all through my diabetes life to minimise the risk of complications. Unlike @CliffH I refuse to accept it will ‘get’ me sooner or later. After twenty years, I am grateful to have no signs of complications.
 
Thank you all 🙂

I caused myself a lot of damage through my rebellious teens/twenties and the wilderness years pre glucose testing, internet and modern tech.

I find it tough when my complications from the 80’s/early 90’s are judged by today’s standards of tech & awareness. Sadly however well I try to manage my diabetes today I can’t stop the ongoing damage. It helps to limit the issues but can’t stop things going wrong.
 
Sending (((hugs))) @Flower. I hope your pesky ulcer heals up nice and quick.
 
Ah so sorry to hear about your ulcer @Flower

You are such an inspiration on the forum, and your resilience and fortitude are humbling, and remarkable.

Hope your ulcer heals speedily, and you get some well-earned respite
 
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