Sorry, this is going to be quite long.
I discovered I was pregnant a few weeks ago. A surprise. I am 37. I am about 6 weeks along. I have been T2 for almost 10 years, it was triggered by treatment for something in my 20s, and my control has varied over the years, I'm afraid depression over the last 2 years (bad Covid experiences not helping last year) have caused me to gain a lot of weight through comfort eating and my control has been pretty bad, I stopped testing altogether, just took my Metformin and hoped for the best. My HBA1C went up to 7.5 in April and I was advised to start testing again, I'm surprised it was only 7.5 as it was rare I got a reading that wasn't in double figures at any time of day (between 10 and 15). Obviously I know I only have myself to blame for this and feel terrible.
When I found out I was pregnant I was seen almost immediately by the DSN at the antenatal diabetic clinic. I had a bit of a meltdown but they were kind. I have been put on Humulin i once a day at bedtime, and Novorapid pre meals, and advised to test an hour after meals and first thing when I wake up. They want me 5.3 or less in the morning and 7.8 or less an hour after eating.
The starting doses I was put on a week ago were 3 or 4 units before meals and 6 of the Humulin at night. I've been increasing these gradually over the week and they are still not doing much. Yesterday I had 10 units before breakfast and lunch, 16 before dinner, 20 basal before bed. Fasting sugar this morning was 8.3 which is no different to what it was at 10 basal units. My readings after eating are normally around 9 or 10 still and although this is better than the readings I had pre insulin they're just not dropping beyond this. I know it doesn't help that I feel so incredibly sick and nauseous at the mo that I can't face anything but carbs - everything is turning my stomach.
Is it normal to be put on a very low dose and build up? All they said was if those doses don't work go up another 2 at a time until they do but they've quadrupled in a week. I feel like I'm missing something. I'm scared to keep going up a few units because I don't know what is normal or too much to be taking. Is 20+ Humulin i at night safe? Ultimately I had 36 units of bolus and 20 basal yesterday and feel like I may as well not have bothered, reading wise.
I'm also always yawning and hungry (even though I feel sick) and don't know if it's the hormones or insulin.
I'm scared I'm almost entirely insulin resistant now and feel under immense pressure to keep this little one alive. The guilt I feel is overwhelming and I feel like every day I'm going to lose the baby and know it will be my own doing.
I don't know when my next appt is, I guess I'll be sent one. I am not seeing a midwife for a couple of weeks yet.
Thank you if you're still reading. Any advice on dosing would be appreciated.
I discovered I was pregnant a few weeks ago. A surprise. I am 37. I am about 6 weeks along. I have been T2 for almost 10 years, it was triggered by treatment for something in my 20s, and my control has varied over the years, I'm afraid depression over the last 2 years (bad Covid experiences not helping last year) have caused me to gain a lot of weight through comfort eating and my control has been pretty bad, I stopped testing altogether, just took my Metformin and hoped for the best. My HBA1C went up to 7.5 in April and I was advised to start testing again, I'm surprised it was only 7.5 as it was rare I got a reading that wasn't in double figures at any time of day (between 10 and 15). Obviously I know I only have myself to blame for this and feel terrible.
When I found out I was pregnant I was seen almost immediately by the DSN at the antenatal diabetic clinic. I had a bit of a meltdown but they were kind. I have been put on Humulin i once a day at bedtime, and Novorapid pre meals, and advised to test an hour after meals and first thing when I wake up. They want me 5.3 or less in the morning and 7.8 or less an hour after eating.
The starting doses I was put on a week ago were 3 or 4 units before meals and 6 of the Humulin at night. I've been increasing these gradually over the week and they are still not doing much. Yesterday I had 10 units before breakfast and lunch, 16 before dinner, 20 basal before bed. Fasting sugar this morning was 8.3 which is no different to what it was at 10 basal units. My readings after eating are normally around 9 or 10 still and although this is better than the readings I had pre insulin they're just not dropping beyond this. I know it doesn't help that I feel so incredibly sick and nauseous at the mo that I can't face anything but carbs - everything is turning my stomach.
Is it normal to be put on a very low dose and build up? All they said was if those doses don't work go up another 2 at a time until they do but they've quadrupled in a week. I feel like I'm missing something. I'm scared to keep going up a few units because I don't know what is normal or too much to be taking. Is 20+ Humulin i at night safe? Ultimately I had 36 units of bolus and 20 basal yesterday and feel like I may as well not have bothered, reading wise.
I'm also always yawning and hungry (even though I feel sick) and don't know if it's the hormones or insulin.
I'm scared I'm almost entirely insulin resistant now and feel under immense pressure to keep this little one alive. The guilt I feel is overwhelming and I feel like every day I'm going to lose the baby and know it will be my own doing.
I don't know when my next appt is, I guess I'll be sent one. I am not seeing a midwife for a couple of weeks yet.
Thank you if you're still reading. Any advice on dosing would be appreciated.