Guyfrombrum
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- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 2
This Saturday (the one just gone) was the first time since having T2 that i actually felt like breaking into tears.
Me and the wife were replacing five fence panels. Just slot in types, some needed a few modifications but nothing i would call difficult.
Well i had to have three breaks as i kept feeling weak and unable to do anything. I have never felt like this before. But my wife telling me to sit to the side whilst she chisels at a bit of dodgy concrete was the tipping point.
I have never felt so useless in my life. It was pathetic. I didn't even have the strength to carry a panel round the garden by myself either. I check sugar levels, they were fine (well by fine i mean nothing out of the ordinary for me), i had a snack, that didn't help it was basically c**p.
So i suppose this was my official down day. Such a shame as i had soo much planned, i woke up at 7am it was a lovely day and i stayed in bed till 11am just because i was feeling too bone idle to do anything. I done nothing useful at all during the day and for some reason there is something at the back of my head blaming the Ziclacy tablet for my laziness.
It has occurred to me that i am physically really weak. This has started to affect me personally as i have lost the confidence i had just a few months ago. I dared go to the gym like i wanted to as i'm scared or pretty much paranoid about Hypo's and making myself look like a fool struggling with an empty bar.
Pins and needles - I thought i had forgotten something, well the pins and needles i recently experienced in my right foot was something else. All feelings below my ankle area had disappeared. I was jabbing bits of my foot with my finger and pinching it but could not feel zilch. Nothing at all. It's all good fun until i had to get up and walk like i'm practically drunk.
Oh well, milk spilt. I feel better now 😛
Mods - can you fix the title please, i've made a silly typo
Me and the wife were replacing five fence panels. Just slot in types, some needed a few modifications but nothing i would call difficult.
Well i had to have three breaks as i kept feeling weak and unable to do anything. I have never felt like this before. But my wife telling me to sit to the side whilst she chisels at a bit of dodgy concrete was the tipping point.
I have never felt so useless in my life. It was pathetic. I didn't even have the strength to carry a panel round the garden by myself either. I check sugar levels, they were fine (well by fine i mean nothing out of the ordinary for me), i had a snack, that didn't help it was basically c**p.
So i suppose this was my official down day. Such a shame as i had soo much planned, i woke up at 7am it was a lovely day and i stayed in bed till 11am just because i was feeling too bone idle to do anything. I done nothing useful at all during the day and for some reason there is something at the back of my head blaming the Ziclacy tablet for my laziness.
It has occurred to me that i am physically really weak. This has started to affect me personally as i have lost the confidence i had just a few months ago. I dared go to the gym like i wanted to as i'm scared or pretty much paranoid about Hypo's and making myself look like a fool struggling with an empty bar.
Pins and needles - I thought i had forgotten something, well the pins and needles i recently experienced in my right foot was something else. All feelings below my ankle area had disappeared. I was jabbing bits of my foot with my finger and pinching it but could not feel zilch. Nothing at all. It's all good fun until i had to get up and walk like i'm practically drunk.
Oh well, milk spilt. I feel better now 😛
Mods - can you fix the title please, i've made a silly typo
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