Griffin.
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 2
hey all ,,
im griffin but i get called griff im 48 been a t2 diabetic for nearly 15 years on insulin and metformin and to be honest im giving up giving in and losing the will to continue i don't only have diabetes i have a few more comorbidities to contend with on a daily basis and i also live with tourettes and extreme ocd I'm a widower live alone and i just simply have no will to keep on trying i stopped taking my meds stopped testing my bloods and I'm now down a rabbit hole of my own making so to speak!! before the pandemic and before my wife died i was on top of it had it all in control i was eating right had my weight under control and was getting pretty good results every day now I'm in the high 20 mmols every time i test which is seldom because i keep avoiding the damn meter and the anxiety that comes along with it i guess i'm asking if anyone has gone through this or is going through it and what can be done to motivate oneself when you get like this i know i'm slowly destroying myself from the inside and i cant seem to give a damn or care enough to do anything about this I'm not asking for a magic bullet or a kick up the arse i just need some direction and tips to help me pull myself back towards myself so yeah any tips,hints or even a few words of encouragement would be gratefully received . im sorry about the long thread and i appreciate you reading this
griffin
im griffin but i get called griff im 48 been a t2 diabetic for nearly 15 years on insulin and metformin and to be honest im giving up giving in and losing the will to continue i don't only have diabetes i have a few more comorbidities to contend with on a daily basis and i also live with tourettes and extreme ocd I'm a widower live alone and i just simply have no will to keep on trying i stopped taking my meds stopped testing my bloods and I'm now down a rabbit hole of my own making so to speak!! before the pandemic and before my wife died i was on top of it had it all in control i was eating right had my weight under control and was getting pretty good results every day now I'm in the high 20 mmols every time i test which is seldom because i keep avoiding the damn meter and the anxiety that comes along with it i guess i'm asking if anyone has gone through this or is going through it and what can be done to motivate oneself when you get like this i know i'm slowly destroying myself from the inside and i cant seem to give a damn or care enough to do anything about this I'm not asking for a magic bullet or a kick up the arse i just need some direction and tips to help me pull myself back towards myself so yeah any tips,hints or even a few words of encouragement would be gratefully received . im sorry about the long thread and i appreciate you reading this
griffin