Hi all, this is only my second post since joining the forum weeks ago. I have been reading everyones posts but not contributing because i was scared. Then i read your, post gail 1, where you mentioned that you are on medication for bi polar and borderline personality disorder. The reason i have not been posting is because i too suffer with mental health problems and i was afraid everyone would think i was a freak and would not want me as a member. I am diagnosed with something called schizo affective disorder. It is a condition with some traits of schizophrenia mixed with depression. Reading gails post has given me the confidence to come clean. I have been battling to cope with my mental health then all of a sudden i am diagnosed as type 1 diabetic. I really could have done without it but seeing as there is not a thing i can do about it, i just have to learn to cope with both. Anyway that is why i joined then didn't post, just thought i would let you all know.