Thanks very much for all the comments. Joining this forum has certainly made me feel better about things. I’m not usually one to over emotionalise life events but, I won’t lie, this has knocked me back a little. still, I’ve got to push on and make the best of things, to eat better and to get fitter. The sort of things that I wanted to do anyway. This has just give me some focus and some motivation.
On the carbs thing, I’m not dropping them completely by any means. My problem, though, was that I ate way too many in the past, of poor quality and mixed with too much fat. So ditching the pies, chips and pizza meant ditching most of my previous diet. This has left me feeling my way through a totally new diet regime. Right now, I’m finding it easier to “just say no” to processed carbs and to swap in more veg and less processed carbs. Smaller quantities of rye bread seems to be working for me now but I do need to really nail down a diet plan.
I do particularly want to thank
@BobbleHat for putting into words some of the emotions swirling around my head right now. Yes, I do feel a certain amount of grief and horror at the situation I’ve got myself in. That plus the cholesterol diagnosis, turning 60 AND retirement all landing at the same time feels like a a lot of life changing things all happening together. But I’m sure that I’ll get through it.
Thanks again.