Hi Amigo. Thanks for your reassuring words - and I'm sorry you have cancer. Yes, I've had a lot on my plate the past few years. I lost my husband 2 years ago and my Dad has been diagnosed and treated for 3 different types of cancer over the last 3-4 years. My eating habits changed. I started eating a lot of ready meals instead of preparing my own food like I used to. I also started having takeaways once or twice a week which we only used to do as an occasional treat. And then there is the lager ....
Somewhere in my head, I knew all this was bad stuff to be doing but there was so much going on that I ignored it. I had a blood test last year and was told I had a level of 45 - prediabetes - but somehow doing something about it got lost in everything else. Don't think I really believed it could be true.
You're right that overweight is contributing to the depression. It's making my arthritis worse - quite apart from the snide comments people think you haven't heard. Working in an office full of younger people who drink protein shakes and go running at lunchtime is not an incentive - it's even more depressing when you have arthritis and can't do it (well, you know the pain of arthritis).
I have wanted to be slimmer and fitter for a long time - as you say, this is a major wake up call. Trouble is, I understand that once you have the label, you will have it for life, even if your blood sugar levels go back to "normal". I presume this becomes a stigma when applying for things like insurance.
Re the testing means, I'll see what the GP says and if they don't prescribe the means to test, I'll buy something.
Apart from anything else, this is going to require subterfuge from family. I live on my own but when we get together, I'll just have to tell them I'm on a healthy eating regime and want to cut down on food, especially carbs (true).
One thing among many that worries me - does this mean I will never again be able to have anything like Christmas dinner or a piece of cake or chocolate or a meal out eating the type of thing I may have had in the past e.g. curry in sauce with rice?
Thanks for your good wishes. All the best to you too.