Welcome to the forum
@Karen witt . I am glad that you have found us.
I am sorry to hear about your loss. It is understandable that you are feeling wobbly now with diabetes diagnosis. This is manageable and you already have lots of good tips from
@Leadinglights . I agree that going to the first appointment armed with a food diary will give both you and the nurse some very useful information to work from in coming up with a plan. If in addition you can start to find out about the carbs in what you are eating that will be helpful too.
All the carbs that we eat, whether that is in pasta, crisps, rice get converted to glucose once inside us. Your body is producing some insulin but your test result shows that this is not enough to balance the carbs. So a reduction in those can help.
We each find we react in different ways to certain carbs, so need to find out what works for us. Many on here find that testing their glucose before and after meals helps them to find out what works for them.
There is a lot to take on board at the start and it is overwhelming initially, but work through one step at a time. As for being tearful, it is perfectly normal. It was quite a while before I got through an appointment with my consultant without tears, but a good cry can help so don’t worry.
Keep coming back with any questions and let us know how you get on next week.