I do want to test, just my nurse says I dont need to, and I trusted her, but with everyone telling me otherwise I dont know who to believe any more. The one thing I can be certain of is that I wont get a monitor off my docs as things stand. They say I am doing fine without. I cant change that, and I cant afford to run one without prescriptions - ?20+ might not seem like much to most folks, but to us it's a lot of money, especially if I'm supposed to test 6+ times a day.
Lisa, I've been on Amitryptiline (spelling?!) for around 3 or 4 years and never associated any significant thirst with it.. but of course, we all react differently to drugs..
As for the testing - it makes me mad that as T2's we're actively
discouraged from testing and not offered the means to do so. As I've said before, I was lucky and my practice nurse gave in and gave me a meter and arranged for me to get strips on prescription (although they don't expect me to request any more than a maximum of 50 per month). In my own personal experience (as someone who is somewhat of a control freak) I didn't feel that I would be happy waiting 2-3 months at a time to get blood tests that would show me if what I was doing was making any difference.
The benefits to me of testing has been the ability to find out what foods cause a spike in my levels and finding alternatives that don't. I've also seen the positive impact of exercise on my bg. The overall result is that I've managed to reduce my fasting levels from 7.2 on diagnosis to a more manageable 5-6 (the higher readings on the morning after I've had a little indulgence or two before going to bed!!!!). To feed my need to test, I've purchased strips off ebay at a fraction of their cost. Not ideal, but I hope that when I go to see my doc and can show her evidence of what I have achieved through testing, they'll slacken the purse strings and give me more strips as and when I need them.
I'm not trying to say that you are wrong to trust your team in how they are managing your diabetes, I'm just saying that that would not work for me. I totally understand your frustration and appreciate that my way of doing things will not work for your financial situation. If I win the lottery, I'll bulk buy strips and distribute them to all who need them! (Of course, this will be after I've arranged for Steph's limo to pick her up and take her for the retail therapy I promised her some weeks back - sorry Steph.. can't even squeeze a thimblefull of fuel out of lotto wins to date..)
So, enjoy Christmas with the family. Allow yourself the odd treat and pat yourself on the back for all you have achieved so far. Remember, this journey is a marathon and not a sprint - there are bound to be slips and trips along the way. Just take it one step at a time and be well and happy.
Karina {{{{{hugs}}}}