Thank you
@AndBreathe, I seem to alternate at the moment, I feel fine then night time descends and I spend it coughing away, so tired I basically fall asleep and am aware I am coughing sporadically then falling back to sleep, feel sorry for my neighbours as I know the walls are not that sound proofed as when one of our neighbours had COPD I used to listen to his morning coughing like clockwork, I imagine they are hoping I will get well soon as the coughing fits are normally between midnight and 5am, I am currently feeling a lot better, still have a sharp painful lump on my right had side of my throat, but again like the coughing it seems to come on and off, I am chewing sugar free gum to keep myself swallowing and drinking lots of water too.
My weight loss has now stabilised, I initially had a big drop when I was unwell and lost my appetite but now its seems to like where it is but I am OK with that. Still constipated, this is now day 11, although I went partially 4 days ago, I could tell there was more, I am taking Morvical but its not doing anything so far, my food order is coming today and I have some of the fibre supplements mentioned on this thread but if it gets to 2 weeks without any movement I will go to my doctor as its quite concerning that I have gone from 4-6 times a day, to once every 10+ days, even thought I am eating less, I am still eating my porridge and a lot of vegetables so would have thought it would keep me regular. In the back of my mind, my dads bowel cancer keeps coming up, but he wasnt constipated, quite the opposite and lots of stomach cramping and blood, whereas when I went it was bright red blood and only a smidgen, my dads was like ribena and lots of it (sorry if TMI). On the other side of this is my mum, who had similar symptoms to me, constipation, etc, and she had ovarian cancer! (my sister also had this) so again my thought process is thinking, is it my time? My mum had it in her 70s and my sister had it in her late 30s, started of in her cervix, although my mums I believe was linked to HRT, she was on it since the age of 50 for 20 odd years and there is a link with Ovarian cancer and HRT (they dont recommend taking it for more than 5 years now), My sisters was caused by HPV so I am guessing both of these cancers were not hereditary, but it still concerns me.
I bet you wish you hadn't asked now
🙂 Anyway despite all this, I am feeling positive today, some new dresses arrived courtesy of Chelsea Peers, I have got a beautiful jump suit, velour, black with bright flowers, wide legs and super comfy! also got 2 dresses for work from ASOS and a couple of PJs in the Chelsea Peers sale
🙂 Nothing like a bit of online retail therapy to help you bounce back is there x