I've told my story on here many times before and largely because without the help of the forum, my situation would have been a lot worse and I am so grateful for the help, advice and support I received here. Just incase I haven't bored you with it before, here goes.
I went to a 'you are now over 40' health check up at my gp surgery, expecting a clean bill of health. I did feel tired all the time and got up in the night every night for a pee, but I'm getting on a bit and have two young children and a job, right.
The surgery ring me before my follow.up appointment to talk through results. The receptionist says you probably have diabetes and need to make an appointment with the nurse. I presume this is some.sort of mistake and another blood test will confirm all is well. I have another blood test and go and meet my friend for lunch. I remember the lunch very well. It was a sandwich and side of chips. My friend says she had what looked like a dodgy result and it turned out fine, nothing to worry about.
The receptionist rings to book me a gp appointment. The gp tells.me I have diabetes. I have no questions as I don't know what to ask, have no idea what the different types are really, let alone what an hba1c is. I leave with some leaflets and a prescription for Metformin.
Over the next few weeks I do some research, join this forum and lurk. I start cutting my carbs. I get invited to a Desmond course - ok, must be type 2 then.
On the Desmond course I brought the average age down considerably. The lady next to me was in her late 80s, early 90s! We were given a slip of.paper with our hba1c on. I was glad to know it, as, having lurked on here I was beginning to think this was something I ought to know. We all shared our result and a bit about ourselves. Everyone else's were mostly in the 6s and 7s,mine was 11.8.
I had started on advice from here, testing my own bs and was encouraged when the numbers went from teens and twenties to lower teens. I had my 3 month check up and my hbaic had gone down. All good news.
I gradually gave up more and.more carbs in a bid to keep the numbers down and to stop feeling so rubbish, but over time this became a loosing battle.
I was diagnosed type 2 on September 1st, the same day I started a new job, but by March had lost around 2 stone and was feeling terrible. At under 8 stone for the first time in my adult life people started noticing and commenting how good i looked - all fibs, I looked and felt like the living dead.
Back to the nurse. She decided to put me.on gliclicide to try and help, but had to get this signed off by a gp first. I didn't see the gp, but they asked the nurse to get a wee sample before I left.
At work they rang and asked me to bring in another wee sample the next morning, which I did in my way to work. You may be wondering why I didnt ask what for, but by this point, it was all I could do to manage the kids and drag myself in. I felt like I was wading through murky water all day.
The.gp himself rang me at work to say.my ketones were high, he thought I was actually type 1, not 2 and could I leave work immediately and take.myself,via the surgery to pick up a letter explaining the situation to A&E. I told.him I couldn't as I had a meeting and also needed to pick up the kids after school. He told.me.i could.
I rang my husband and sorted childcare.
The.gp told me I would likely be admitted and to take an.overnight bag. I felt so relieved sitting in A&E that someone was finally going to help me. Lots of.lovely people on the forum had been telling me things didn't seem right and that I should.get help, but its so hard to do when doing anything feels like such an effort. Without them, though, I wouldn't have been testing.my bs, seeing the high numbers, despite reducing carbs as.mich as possible and I wouldn't have booked to see the nurse.
At A&E they seemed perplexed as.to why the gp sent.me, did a finger.prick which was 12 ish - i had eaten a breakfast of eggs and smoked salmon and snacked.on.olives. they sent me home. I sat outside the.hospital and cried. I often wish I had eaten something carby before going.to A&E.
I carried.on for.a couple more weeks, and the dr referred me to the diabetes centre at the hospital
I went for my appointment and they said I was most.likely type 1, they would.do some tests and start me on insulin the following week.
The.following Friday, some time in July by now, I met one.of the DSN team, Mandy who gave.me all the kit and showed me how.to inject into an orange.
I had novorapid and levemir. My husband decided that first night that.we should have an Indian takeaway to celebrate. Fun times carb guessing, although I didn't have any rice or naan.
I can still remember on the Sunday, walking down the garden to chat to my husband and suddenly noticing the world again. The flowers , the sun on my skin, it was amazing. My husband said he got his wife back that day.
Ooops, sorry for the essay!