Struggling today and eaten far to many carbs, including some chocolate, yet I know I need to keep myself as healthy as I can, but got a bit upset as hubby was going to go shopping this morning before his shift in Tesco warehouse/distribution centre, but saw on our local Facebook group that it was so over run that they had to shut the car park. For the first time I put a negative post on the group reminding people that those who work behind the scenes to keep supermarkets stocked need to eat, and although they are not panic buying now, in a way they are if the car park has had to be closed at 8am. He is going to try again tomorrow when it is NHS and staff only before the shop opens at 10am, but if people outside those 2 groups go ready to start queuing the car park might have to shut again. Luckily his day off is Monday, so I have told him he is not to work any overtime as we need to eat.
I know what with dried food, canned food and frozen food, luckily I froze a lot of meat when I was ill back in Feb and earlier this month, so we can get by for a week or two with being inventive, will be a bit like the invention test on Masterchef. But would be nice to have some fresh meat and veg, but he will get what he can get either tomorrow or Monday, either that I have to get over my current fear of leaving the house and go get some food.
I also need to start doing some exercise instead of sitting on the sofa when I am not working.
But I am going to be honest as I can't say this anywhere else, but I am totally convinced I am going to get this and be seriously ill or die, I know that is going overboard but my anxiety has taken over.
Trying to stay strong to help my parents get supplies in.