Hi everyone
many thanks for your welcomes and support.
Robster65 thank you also. I agree completely with what you say about Kurtis being influenced by my behaviour. It is for that reason that I never let him know how this affects me. He looks after his own care with a little help from me and has done so since just after diagnosis. We put a positive spin on anything that is happening and explain how it will benefit him in the long run.