awwwh ty guys sooooooo much
🙂 i feel so supported im crying already.
i have to say that im on a high right now because ijust finished a great shift at work
🙂 i know it might seem like a really silly little job because its only mcdonalds but to me personally it means much much more. im not so keen for college tbh because of the things ive said but i dont want to quit without finishing the job of a levels and kind of feel like i really need to finish what i started and i am in my final year.
silentassasin - im very sorry if i didnt spell that right, yes i have told the consultant about the pain/sickness in the past but she didnt really do anything. i think i might need to make more of a fuss of it though?because it genuinely is getting worse and is getting to be a real problem now. ive been seeing the gp about it and she is very supportive so hopefully someone will sort me out. and im very sorry to hear u have neuropathy
regarding the pump i do want a break from it i think but much more of a little holiday. not for a whole year but just maybe a week or two. just so that i can sort of get away from it for a bit and then come back to it afresh, if that makes sense because emotionally it is very difficult for me at the moment to handle being on the pump. i know that may sound pathetic but i am feeling unsafe after my recent dka, which wasn't actually due to a pump failure but still.
thanks so much to everyone for everything,
how has everyones days been?
hope they have been well
🙂
love to ya all xxx