You’re managing really well
@James B 🙂 You’ve learnt loads already and you’re picking things up really quickly. You should be proud.
One thing I will say is not to put too much pressure on yourself to be perfect. Please don’t be under the impression that everyone else with Type 1 has ideal blood sugars 24/7. We don’t. Yes, experience helps, but Type 1 is still a hard job most days and everybody has out of range numbers or has something that ‘goes wrong’. Our bodies aren’t machines. They’re affected by so much - stress, illness, exercise, temperature, etc etc, and however well we learn things, do great calculations, plan ahead, something can still throw things out and mess up our blood sugars. I found accepting that - that perfection wasn’t achievable 100% of the time - helped me relax a little.
The rough feeling you get when you’re in the 5s might be your own insulin kicking in a little and adding to the drop. I find that when my blood sugar is falling quite fast, I can feel like I’m low even in the 5s and 6s. It’s not a nice feeling. I usually have a few sips of water and sometimes a tiny bite of something sweet just to slow the drop. It helps psychologically too.
I have a pump but also pens to use when needed. I have a half unit pen and find it invaluable. Not just for boluses but for corrections too. I think you’re on Humalog? I have the half unit pen for that. It’s called the Luxura HD Pen. My GP prescribed it at my request. If you’re as sad as I am and like to know what colour pens are, it’s a dark forest green and nice and robust with a solid metal feel. It also comes with a case (and yes, I really am that sad as to care about pen colours).