Neens
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 2
4 days ago I had my first appointment and I was properly scared. I have an instinctive reaction (fright/flight) to close my eyes when any foreign object gets anywhere near them. I am also fairly useless with eye drops and know from experience a procedure which should be simple will take several attempts for results.
I posted here for tea and sympathy - and disguised the real reason for posting under a title which became a post I was glad to have given the forum in the end - worth a read and people are adding to the joy list which brings me great pleasure... or...joy! 😉
https://forum.diabetes.org.uk/boards/threads/the-joys-of-diabetes.84701/
So here I am feeling braver and knowing newly diagnosed people have joined the forum I am posting the gold dust I found today... for me 4 days too late! I did get lots of reassurance from members here in response to my cry for help.
Like everything to do with managing T2 it is all okay, it just seems big the first time. Finger pricking for example, which for me is still a little hit and miss 3 weeks on.
I searched retinopathy before I went and of course read the leaflet sent with my letter. Even in Learning Zone Emma, who made a vlog of her year goes off to the appointment but (understandably) we see just before and after.
The NHS - the most reliable source of all things Diabetic have this page.
https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/diabetic-eye-screening/
Watch the video. It will put your mind at ease.
My truth /Variations:
I know every local area varies, some of these appointments are at hospital.
Couldn't have been that bad though - as I went for a walk and a few hours out in the evening. I didn't drive at all. It seems like it happened weeks ago - not just a few days.
I posted here for tea and sympathy - and disguised the real reason for posting under a title which became a post I was glad to have given the forum in the end - worth a read and people are adding to the joy list which brings me great pleasure... or...joy! 😉
https://forum.diabetes.org.uk/boards/threads/the-joys-of-diabetes.84701/
So here I am feeling braver and knowing newly diagnosed people have joined the forum I am posting the gold dust I found today... for me 4 days too late! I did get lots of reassurance from members here in response to my cry for help.
Like everything to do with managing T2 it is all okay, it just seems big the first time. Finger pricking for example, which for me is still a little hit and miss 3 weeks on.
I searched retinopathy before I went and of course read the leaflet sent with my letter. Even in Learning Zone Emma, who made a vlog of her year goes off to the appointment but (understandably) we see just before and after.
The NHS - the most reliable source of all things Diabetic have this page.
https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/diabetic-eye-screening/
Watch the video. It will put your mind at ease.
My truth /Variations:
I know every local area varies, some of these appointments are at hospital.
- Mine was in the clinic, part of my Surgery.
- My eye drops took a lot longer to be put in. I explained my concerns.
- I felt a chilli/onion chopping type sting rather than pain, it did ease off.
- We are guided back out to the waiting room for 20 mins whilst the eye drops work.
- I felt vulnerable as I had attended alone and was slowly losing focus, sight. This is why most people take someone with them.
- The photos were no worse than similar tests at the opticians.
- The 2nd part was really quick.
- Quite hilariously I was shown the 4 images - which of course by this time - I couldn't see.
- I had sunglasses and a friend to meet me and give me a lift home.
- Real daylight was sensitive, I just closed my eyes.
- Back at home I closed the curtains, lay in the dark and listened to TV I had recorded the night before (comedy).
- I had prepared all food and it was ready to go in different sized lunch boxes on the table. I really thought I would be blind, blind.
- After a few hours I could see a bit. I didn't see any better with glasses on so took them off.
- After 4 hours I could see almost normally.
- After 6 hours my eyes still felt a bit scratchy and my left eye (which had to be repeated a few times) was more dilated than right pupil. Makes sense - it is not an exact measure going into each eye.
- I had some headaches that afternoon and a bit the next day.
Couldn't have been that bad though - as I went for a walk and a few hours out in the evening. I didn't drive at all. It seems like it happened weeks ago - not just a few days.