Welcome to the forum
@REEVO
Sorry to hear about your diagnosis
And about your other health and mental health challenges.
Try not to be too upset and anxious about your diagnosis. Diabetes is generally slow moving and you have time to experiment and work out how you can best manage your diabetes.
Diabetes is a potentially serious condition, but it’s also one that can usually be managed well with a few changes and adaptations - it’s something that you can learn to live well with, and it shouldn’t stop you doing things you enjoy.
One of the biggest questions when newly diagnosed is often ‘what can I eat’ and while there are obvious things like cakes, biscuits, sweets and sugary drinks that you will be wanting to cut out straight away, you might be surprised how much *all* carbohydrate affects your BG levels, including rice, pasta, bread, pastry, grains, cereals and many fruits - so cutting down on these things can help you to manage your BG levels
It’s best to make any changes to your menu gradually - because they need to be sustainable long term, but also because more gradual changes to blood glucose levels are easier on the fine blood vessels, and changing things more gently will give your body time to adapt.
If you would like some background information, members here frequently recommend
Maggie Davey’s Letter and
Gretchen Becker’s book, as very helpful starting points.