Just needing somewhere to vent.
Been a really bad diabetic this weekend home from uni, too much cake giving me highs of 20 though it could have been more like 17 since I tested a few times and that was the final 2x result (hope that was correct anyway). I checked for ketones of which I have none, thats good right 🙂
So I have no way of treating this since i'm not on insulin; but it kind of seems dangerous to me that, even though it is my fault, I don't have any 'back-up' or advice with what I can do...
I'm fed up of this now, I don't know what I should do. Its like I don't get taken seriously as a diabetic, normally my levels have been good and I haven't seen anything above 8/9 for the past week or so.
I also told the doc I get quite frequent lows that make me feel awful and he seemed a bit concerned and said he normally tells people to stay between 4 - 8mmol. I'm not an ordinary person though am I. I asked him about the whole MODY thing, he's getting other bloods done for me but he said he doesn't know of any specific testing. Well I do!!!
I mean I don't want to go on meds and definately don't want insulin full stop. But I just need a bit of guidance on whats going on with me. One minute I can be doing good and the next apparently not...
I feel like well if you had a say laptop that didn't work properly then you'd take it to get fixed and find out whats wrong with it. Hey - my pancreas ain't working properly whatcha gonna do about that? Nothing apparently, and its more important than a sodding laptop.
Been a really bad diabetic this weekend home from uni, too much cake giving me highs of 20 though it could have been more like 17 since I tested a few times and that was the final 2x result (hope that was correct anyway). I checked for ketones of which I have none, thats good right 🙂
So I have no way of treating this since i'm not on insulin; but it kind of seems dangerous to me that, even though it is my fault, I don't have any 'back-up' or advice with what I can do...
I'm fed up of this now, I don't know what I should do. Its like I don't get taken seriously as a diabetic, normally my levels have been good and I haven't seen anything above 8/9 for the past week or so.
I also told the doc I get quite frequent lows that make me feel awful and he seemed a bit concerned and said he normally tells people to stay between 4 - 8mmol. I'm not an ordinary person though am I. I asked him about the whole MODY thing, he's getting other bloods done for me but he said he doesn't know of any specific testing. Well I do!!!
I mean I don't want to go on meds and definately don't want insulin full stop. But I just need a bit of guidance on whats going on with me. One minute I can be doing good and the next apparently not...
I feel like well if you had a say laptop that didn't work properly then you'd take it to get fixed and find out whats wrong with it. Hey - my pancreas ain't working properly whatcha gonna do about that? Nothing apparently, and its more important than a sodding laptop.