Hi Everyone,
I'm Nell, type 2 diabetic diagnosed in 2018 after migraines. I have tried every tablet that the nurse had available and the two different weekly injections - unfortunately all had such bad side effects I couldn't stay on them.
At the beginning of March I started Insulin after my sugars being out of control on just slow release metformin.
I'm up to 34 units of Novo30 morning and evening. I have invested in the Libre 2 sensor system as my nurse cannot prescribe it as I don't meet the criteria. My sugars are between 8-9 in the morning before breakfast - around the same before lunch and again before dinner. But they seem to spike up to 15+ after dinner. I'm trying to take daily walks - but I work a desk job so I'm sat a lot of the time.
I'm trying really hard to stick to high protein and low carb, I haven't had anything I enjoy since I started the insulin - No chocolate, cookies, cakes, pastries. I'm hungry all the time - I'm not eating pasta, noodles, rice, potato or white bread - all the things I used to use to fill me up as I'm a very picky eater. I'm not a fan of vegetables, never have been, but I'm really trying. I eat a lot of different types of fruit but understand I have to moderate these.
I'm obese - 5ft 2in and weighing in at 20stone - I've been big all my life - I have been diagnosed with several eating disorders and have been through the counselling systems and been handed back to the GP as "fixed" every time the nominated amount of sessions is complete. Binge Eating was the main diagnosis - the restrict and binge cycle is hard to break and having to cut out all the things I like feels a lot like this and is starting to make me feel crazy!
I was hoping to dedicate myself to healthy eating and exercise for the next 1-2 years get my weight down and head to remission and coming off the insulin. But as I slowly increase the dose by 2 units every 3 days and still have these spikes I'm starting to wonder if that is realistic. Am I ever going to be able to get to the point that I can come off insulin if my body is this dependant and it would seem resistant to it's effects.
I guess my question is - do I accept that I am now insulin dependant and make sure that I take the right dosage to live a lifestyle I can stick to or keep making myself miserable.......
Does anyone have any advice?