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There is no such thing as a rubbish diabetic! Draw a line under the past 6 years and start afresh. I too heartily recommend Ragnar Hanas' book - it is full of positive vibes and a can-do approach.
http://www.amazon.co.uk/Type-1-Diab...8&qid=1374171995&sr=8-1&keywords=ragnar+hanas
I also recommend the Carbs and Cals book (also available as a smartphone app) to help with carb counting if you don't already do this.
http://www.amazon.co.uk/Carbs-Cals-...qid=1374172062&sr=1-1&keywords=carbs+and+cals
Regular blood glucose testing and keeping a diary for a while of food eaten, insulin taken and BG results will help you build up a picture of where you need to adjust your insulin doses (the Ragnar Hanas book is very helpful with this, but you do need your own data!). I would recommend testing your BG: on waking (before breakfast), mid-morning, before lunch, mid-afternoon, before dinner, and at bedtime, and occasionally one at 2-3am. Testing more frequently helps prevent excessive highs and lows, and if you do happen to be running high you can inject a correction bolus to bring your levels back to target before your next meal, thus spending less time in the day outside your target range.
The thing to remember is that no-one with type 1 gets perfect control all the time, in fact it's a very rare day for my son to spend 24hours all in single figures. But small changes can reap benefits, even one extra BG test a day will be beneficial.
Lastly, if your clinic team hasn't been supportive over the last few years, vote with your feet and find a better consultant at another hospital. This is what we had to do.