rebrascora
Well-Known Member
- Relationship to Diabetes
- Type 1
- Pronouns
- She/Her
Yes, I totally get that, but it is almost certainly unsustainable long term (since a normally functioning pancreas can't manage it) and the concern is that you get so involved in trying to keep it there that it becomes obsessive and you lose sight of the fact that diabetes has to fit in with your life not the other way around.Mind you a BG result between 5 and 6 makes me feel good. As if I have passed yet another exam or won the lottery for the day.
I got into a similar sort of mentality over the summer and was "over the moon" when I got a really great HbA1c result in October having put a lot of effort in to get it. Now I am putting the same amount of effort or even more perhaps but things have gone totally haywire and my stats are rubbish and I am having hypos through the night or I have to take my levels up to 12 before bed to prevent a hypo in the night and I am experimenting with all sorts of different strategies to try to fix it and I've discussed it with a DSN but we are both baffled. The thing that is keeping me afloat mentally is that I have had good control before and therefore I will do again but at the moment all I can do is my best and accept whatever results I get. There is a spanner in the works and it is taking some figuring out where it is and how to get it out. I am only in my second year with this so there is every likelihood that these spells of good control and poor control will ebb and flow with life and whatever it throws at me and I have to learn to accept that control will not be perfect all the time.
I think many diabetics go through this thought process and it can easily lead to anxiety and depression or feelings of failure.... In reality the only time we fail is when we don't try.
Did you click on the link posted by @helli and see the graph of the 24hr readings of a fit healthy non diabetic person. That really demonstrates that you are shooting for the moon trying to maintain readings between 5 and 6 and any medical professional who suggested as much deserves to get diabetes so that they see just how impossible that is. Putting unrealistic expectations on us has to be one of the major causes of burn out.