@Paige.
Hi Paige welcome to our supportive forum -~ I'm so sorry to hear you are struggling and I'm not surprised that you feel overwhelmed. It sounds like your worst nightmare having to deal with so much all at once. ((((Hugs))))
Diabetes certainly isn't an easy ride by any means so I empathise with you.
One thing at a time:
I'm understanding of your concerns for your laser eye surgery next Monday and I do hope that it is successful. This will be one less worry for you once it is over. Can you arrange for someone to go with you for support?
As I understand it kidneys leaking protein may mean your kidney disease has progressed into stage 3. As a result of the filtering units (glomeruli) being damaged, large amounts of proteins will leak through glomeruli. Proper treatment can stop it from progressing into the next stage. Paige may I ask when are you due to see your Nephrologist again? If not soon, would you consider requesting your appointment to be re-scheduled for an earlier date to discuss your concerns to alleviate your anxieties?
Also what are your average blood glucose levels and insulin ratios. Sorry about all the questions but in order that we can help you we need to know just a little bit more about yourself.
There will be Type1 forum members along shortly to chat with you as to your current concerns including a pump so do please stay with us. I'm sorry I cant help you more Paige. Take care x
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Dx Type2 April 2016
Diet control and exercise only