Thanks for all the replies ladies, I didn'd need a full bladder for this one.
I can't say it was an enjoyable experience. The doctor that did the scan was a consultant. He had someone with him that was training so she did the scan first and then he took over. They couldn't find a heartbeat so they offered me an internal. The silly thing is that the diabetes midwife had said to me two weeks before that they might not be able to see a heartbeat at that early stage.
Anyway, had the internal and they still couldn't find a heartbeat and the consultant said that I would have to go back next week before they make any decisions so hubby asked what he meant by that and he said that at the moment it doesnt look like a viable pregnancy but it could just be that its too early or it could be a 'delayed miscarriage'.
Managed to hold it together and went downstairs to the antenatal clinic where the midwife asked me if I was okay and I said no and burst into tears! So she had a look at my notes and said that this happens all the time and chances are its just too early to see a heartbeat. She even said that there was another woman in the clinic that very afternoon who had the same result as me but because its her second pregnancy she was all blase about it.
The consultant was working off my last period which would make me 6+4 but I think based on the length of my cycle and when I think we conceived I'm only 6 weeks exactly or 6+1 at the most so guess it could be that its just too early to see anything.
Obviously impossible not to be anxious and upset and now have to wait another whole week before I know what's going on!!
So not feeling so great this evening, and now convinced I have stomach ache which is probably psychological or due to the fact I haven't done a poo in 3 days (TMI sorry!!)
Have been feeling so sick the last 2 or 3 days and now I'm just questioning every single feeling I'm having, its awful
