Firstly sorry I'm more of a lurker than a poster - I never feel I have anything to add, but that's probably because I've been struggling 'headwise' for the last year, secondly warning - I'm about to wallow.
I went for an appointment at the hospital on Friday - I got my HBA1c, 6.3, I was a bit disappointed as the last 2 have been 6.2 & 6.1 so I thought 'Ok, could do better but ok'. The Dr then told me that he was very pleased with my results & would have been worried if they were any lower. In the last month I've had one result of 3.9, 3 that have been over 8 (all either because I was feeling rotten or tested too soon after eating) and the rest have all been good. Again he was very pleased but didn't want me to aim for a lower HBA1c in case I started hypoing everywhere!! (I'm type 2 on metformin & 40units of insulatard at night.) Then having told me I was doing well started talking about seeing a bariatric surgeon about weight loss surgery - I know I'm overweight but I didn't think I was that far gone!! And he wants to change my medication to Victoza but apparently there are 'funding implications' - which seems to mean that I have to run from pillar to post begging people to allow me to have it.
I'm pleased that the guy was more proactive than my last 2 hospital appointments (to be honest if they had rung me and left my HBA1c on my answer phone they would have been just as much use) but I'm left feeling that it doesn't matter what I do it will never be enough & I have just wanted to cry all weekend. (Which really wasn't helped by someone asking how I was, not letting me answer but answering their own question with 'Oh you're fine, you're always fine, you can cope with anything' & then commenting on a negative comment someone else had made by saying 'Fancy saying that ... if they had said that to someone else who wasn't coping or who was feeling depressed that would be really hard to take'.)
Sorry I'm waffling.
I went for an appointment at the hospital on Friday - I got my HBA1c, 6.3, I was a bit disappointed as the last 2 have been 6.2 & 6.1 so I thought 'Ok, could do better but ok'. The Dr then told me that he was very pleased with my results & would have been worried if they were any lower. In the last month I've had one result of 3.9, 3 that have been over 8 (all either because I was feeling rotten or tested too soon after eating) and the rest have all been good. Again he was very pleased but didn't want me to aim for a lower HBA1c in case I started hypoing everywhere!! (I'm type 2 on metformin & 40units of insulatard at night.) Then having told me I was doing well started talking about seeing a bariatric surgeon about weight loss surgery - I know I'm overweight but I didn't think I was that far gone!! And he wants to change my medication to Victoza but apparently there are 'funding implications' - which seems to mean that I have to run from pillar to post begging people to allow me to have it.
I'm pleased that the guy was more proactive than my last 2 hospital appointments (to be honest if they had rung me and left my HBA1c on my answer phone they would have been just as much use) but I'm left feeling that it doesn't matter what I do it will never be enough & I have just wanted to cry all weekend. (Which really wasn't helped by someone asking how I was, not letting me answer but answering their own question with 'Oh you're fine, you're always fine, you can cope with anything' & then commenting on a negative comment someone else had made by saying 'Fancy saying that ... if they had said that to someone else who wasn't coping or who was feeling depressed that would be really hard to take'.)
Sorry I'm waffling.