Oh god help me. A lot of you will have followed my progress over the past 12 months in losing a lot of weight and getting my hba1c down from 89 to 38 and maintaining well med free from day one. My depression resurfaced upon being diagnosed with good days and bad, I’m the smallest over been in my life (size 14 was a 24) fittest and healthiest at age 39…….or so I thought. Woke up last friday with vision problems in my left eye which gradually got worse spent the entire day yesterday at the rvi emergency eye department in Newcastle, thought oh has something gone very wrong very quickly with my sugar but no all my stats are excellent and my actual eyes are in perfect health, so it appears now I’m facing something else and I’m beyond anxious. On the slight positive news front the doctor raves about my diabetes that if I hadn’t told them they would have had no clue I was diabetic and also for the first time in my life the small blood pressure cuff got comfortably around my arm. The doctor thinks I have optic neuritis but only time will tell I suppose x